God Needs Time: December 2025

Wednesday, December 31, 2025

Less Sabotage

Thunderous. Clover Street. Bridge. Snow. Inferior Morale. Fuck your mommy’s Uncle on her bad side with a coat hanger. Like he just fucked up. It's not them, it's me. Because you let them die. Weekly. Under ridicule.

Under ridicule

Inferior

Less

Can

More consideration than a Boston Marathon. Oklahoma. Bourgeoisie. Crooked. Mississippi. Railroad. Stockholm. Pyramid of Giza. Hay. Tell me nothing. Run it. Echo defense. God fearing. Not a name. "Cross My Mind". Allow. Irregardless. Seth. Method. I thought. He Is. Idyllic

Playlist

"Cross My Mind". https://youtu.be/z412fgh4Mu4

Corner Reference

"Apollo 1". https://g.co/kgs/yoqCyV

Idyllic

Allow

God

Defense

Crooked

Under ridicule

Try to be loved by someone like them. Broken. He's right. Your competition is the defeat. Being asked to wait. “The Way It Is (Video Version)”. I cannot afford what I have. A surprise. If someone offered that you would truly be healed. Everett. Solution. In fear. Our Species.

Playlist

“The Way It Is (Video Version)”. https://youtu.be/cOeKidp-iWo?si=bvISsKslpjk_TH_k

Our Species

Everett

Truly

Offer

Someone

Surprise

Afford

Can

Ask

Being

Defeat

The

Competition

Right

Broken

Someone

Love

Try

Truly

Graciously. Yes. Graciously. Yes. Graciously. Yes. ProjectsNMotion. School of thought. Everyone. "Electric". Gladly share. Yes. Yes. @HelioMonsterMan

Playlist

"Electric". https://youtu.be/qV4knkxJf6A

Gladly share

A Door

They Don't Carry ‘Em Anymore. Wrong Neighbor. Insult. Mickey Ryan. Parlor. Dust. Page. Limit. Locker. Stubborn. Board. “Let's Get It On”. Glad Lock. Pauper. Accomplice. Unwilling. Jonathan. Plastic Rope. Conundrum. It's Not Finished. Cory. Family Offer. Family Hunter. Jigaboo. How? Rich & Marry. Donald. Pullover. Kirby? Important. Traffic. Day. Lucky. Butter. General. Head Dragon. Lose Him. Homeless. Demand. Fact. Headphone. Stupid. Albert. Did I Need Him? Mutha Fucka. Honky. Photo. Hint. Embarrassed. Maneuver. A Vix. High School. Pascal. Highland. One Apology. Human Distance. Black One. VCR. Option. Man. Delivery. Oprah. Thousand. Numerous. Region. Populate. Debate. Council. 30 a year. Per. Mouse. Cow. A Unit. Subdivision. Parking. School View. Atom. Yearning. Silly. Paper Clip. Memorizing. Holy. Natural. Outlook. Don't Forget. Normally. Full Moon. Peanut. Yarn. Pilot. Most of the Time. Towel. Bungalow. It's A Trap. Last Night. Solved. Sound Carry. Luther. Bad Breath. Huff. Wallet. R U Bargaining? R U Right? Raspberries. Tickle. Moan. Everett. He Missed. Seed ‘Em. ‘Flower’ (Official Audio). Plant. “Do Me, Baby (Live from One Nite Alone Tour 2002)”. U R. Clothes. Work Out. Senior. To Wit. Janet Jackson. Abba. Marry. Rapid Munster. Polygamy. Polyglottal. Finest. H.R. Especially. Alcohol. Tastes. Bitter. Illegal. Business. Trade. Restroom. And Then We Could. At. What a cost? Homosapiens. Planet. Hobby. United. New York Edition. Sway. Monkey. Algorithms. Inside. Trader. Vocabulary. Happen. Nephew. No, Imposter. Pawn. Rourke. Liquor. Pepsi Shave. Roy. Sorry, So Sorry. Naw. Go Ahead. Old McDonald’s. Rupert. Shame. Quiet Noise. Sabrina. Hoax. 23 hours. Jism. Ru. Accent. Vanguard. Refuse. A Holiday. Holly Robinson Pete. Bother. Beautiful Haze. Laminate.

Playlist

“Let's Get It On”. https://youtu.be/tQj1kPmQXwE?si=2jbTdgt0tcjRyvs_

‘Flower’ (Official Audio). https://youtu.be/6A2V9Bu80J4?si=13izwam6jyCgwx2y

“Do Me, Baby (Live from One Nite Alone Tour 2002)”. https://youtu.be/LiSfAjGhXco?si=j633JBlgUrkyrtkB

Laminate

Bother

Jism

Sabrina

Rupert

McDonald

Imposter

And

Taste

Munster

Everett

Raspberries

Right

Bargain

Solved

Night

The

Time

Natural

Paper

Yearning

View

School

Numerous

Man

One

Black

Distance

Apology

One

High School

Embarrassed

Hint

Honky

Albert

Stupid

Demand

Homeless

Day

Important

Kirby

How

Family

Finish

Rope

Gladly

Locker

Dust

Parlor

Ryan

Insult

Our Species

Neo African; See; A part of detective work school and Honor; Tower. Philosophical belonging. Greek literature. He is more afraid. Race. Our genes couldn’t provide. Dating Men.

Dating Men

Race

Belonging

Tower

Honor

And

School

Work

See

Species

Groupie

Watermelon. Gin & tonic. Golf. Classic. Favor. "The Beautiful Ones". Respect. Each. Good morning goal to no one. Goal. Two masturbate Three Tonic Diaper rash. Cartography. Pizza. Shortage. Doctor. Understanding. Sandwich. I found a new makeup artist. Half cut. Half eaten. Eggplant. I'm a Man. Engaging. Introvert. 40. Shin. Dalet. Customer.

Playlist

"The Beautiful Ones". https://youtu.be/xSJAeWPEWTw

"Vegas Bomb (Official Visualizer)". https://youtu.be/LWsmjnhk-Ss

Sandwich

Doctor

Classic

Golf

Gin & tonic

Dating men

“Mississippi Masala”. He took care of Marletha. “Be Careful [Official Video]”. Why is he scared of women? Heathen. Why do you share? Mother of God.

Playlist

“Be Careful [Official Video]”. https://youtu.be/8zSRkr1nQNw?si=nmL9EWuxzdlMU9sa

Reference

“Mississippi Masala”. https://share.google/6xzTezgXTL7qkojWT

Mother of God

Why

Heathen

Why

Marletha

Care

Mother of God

African. Black America. Whose Son? Whose Father? Fighting Black women. Esther. Archie Bunker. Ethel. The Shoe.

The Shoe

Ethel

Esther

Black

Fighting

Father

Son

America

Black

God

Mother

Tuesday, December 30, 2025

The Shoe

The day before lunch. The week. Defense attorney Adam Bourgeois. The Shoe. You made an equation. This is too light. Daisy. Body Fuentes. Black paleontologists. Fuck and Share. Inferior Morality. Plant life. “The Matrix”.

Reference

“The Matrix”. https://share.google/ThYZBo6w6eEr3nHYC

Morality

Fuck and Share

Paleontologist

Black

Body Fuentes

Light

This

Made

The Shoe

Defense attorney

Week

The

Lunch

Day

The

Morality

Anticipating. One Take. Humility. Where?

One

Fuck and Share

With the dust may you rain. “The Climb”. Lambda Two. “Chicago race riot of 1919”. Gospel Choir. Jill Scott. “Walk On By”. We just take all our shit and tell you to go away. By Me.

Playlist

“The Climb”. https://youtu.be/LhChlt1oz_c?si=sjRDIw04k_AkQTID

“Walk On By”. https://youtu.be/4aatv0rsHkI?si=FUMP2jmbGNwmtEtx

Reference

“Chicago race riot of 1919”. https://share.google/w4WMujxcSIYuejn7y

By Me

Tell

And

Shit

Take

Just

Scott

Two

Dust

The

And

Monday, December 29, 2025

By Me

Oh, God. Titties. He affected the growth. Like Father and 2 pennies. He was attacked by a whale. I'm the whale. By Me. I'm sorry for this. Apple bat. Raise the White women. Paleontologist. Which. What School? Men and Women.

Men and Women

School

Paleontologist

White

The

Apple

This

For

By Me

The

And

Father

The

Titties

Oh, God

Men and Women

You can't be fucked. “Yours (A Performance Visual)”. Disconcerting. Malnutrition. Insecure man. Partly. Redeeming through time. Left. You’ll. Cornstarch. Leadership. Fragrant affair. An hourglass made from. Men and Women. Radius. We know our limit and a point. Time and Error. Insincere. In fairness. In fear. Huh? Bouncers. Club. “Contact”. Neither What? Or “Can I”. Irreversible. Parliament. Buy. Pay for profit. Average man.

Playlist

“Yours (A Performance Visual)”. https://youtu.be/hKYNhTjZYJ8?si=-rRmS02xqIqkVRgw

“Can I”. https://youtu.be/bLe11Lv7EFc?si=q7TfbRwMxbFjK8LC

Reference

“Reacher”. https://share.google/dl98diKRE9STF1rDm

“Contact”. https://share.google/2aYlmee4TXm2BhJ5t

Average man

Profit

For

What?

Neither

Insincere

Error

And

Point

And

Know

Men and Women

From

Made

Fragrant affair

Left

Time

Through

Man

Insecure

Can't

And

Sunday, December 28, 2025

Big Hero 6

Graciously. Yes. Graciously. Yes. His voice booms like thunder. Late. Remember. Happy birthday. Which month do you celebrate? All twelve with eleven. Replace pixel for chocolate drop kisses. Witness internal combustion chambers harmonize. Popcorn maker. That is what happens when doctors do not return a lawyer's call. Quads with children. Meet vanity. I observe the night time sky. Come home. Believe with me. To hear everybody's daily confessions. He blew it. Gang of four. That was your mother. Denial of sweat glands. Slavery. I do not conquer defeat. An emotion. I love you perpendicular. Everywhere believe. There is a top. Birthing afterglow. Thank you. I am hornier than you and the rest of us. Here. Oh, My God. Use this. You are naked behind the cage. Believe in her bat house. Afterglow. The castle of our forthcoming. The light from the rain will bring sunny afterglow. Jacob's ladder. Elaborate. Her echo was before the deliverer. She is just operating at her own business. Trailing the very end. Weird tip. Light envy would be a livable war. Ours. Moment. Once. One. Not eleven. Round bat. No. Women's soccer. Teams. Las Vegas, Nevada. Welcome, World Class Humanitarians. Umbrella. Caviar dips. Shredded for no reason. Love you. Smooch. Love you back. And that means also. Very well, indeed. "O". Glass art. Do not lick your ice cream cone. Lick hers and. Watch her melt. Thank you dear. You are welcome. Poetic Lyrist Aaron Donald Carter Bourgeois with. Kabbalah. Fire says, "Hello". Leave me alone. Her believes in us. Liquid dollar and exchange. Porta pass. Yes. Yes. @HelioMonsterMan

Playlist

"O". https://youtu.be/9Gq9N-sPdYg

Dot

Graciously. Yes. Graciously Yes. Graciously. Yes. When did water float? Not until you think that I deliver. Girls. Suspension of disbelief. To receive the last name of your beloved. "Synaptic Pruning". Dear. I am too high to give a shit. Pretty lady. What is capital? Silence. Shh. Hedonistic paradox. Where is the light? Scatter. Swarm. Ripples of an ocean. Yes. Yes. @HelioMonsterMan

Playlist

"Synaptic Pruning". https://youtu.be/wUcnklhIC0o

"Cycle". https://youtu.be/1m3NREfULeI

Reference

"Mayim Bialik". https://g.co/kgs/GEpZpz

"Melody Gardot". https://g.co/kgs/kWGgdQ

Average man

Castration. Frustration. “Enola Holmes”. Vanity 6. Big Hero 6. “Big Hero 6”. “Is It A Crime - Original - 1986”. Hospital. Put the pipe in me. Emotion Sick.

Playlist

“Is It A Crime - Original - 1986”. https://youtu.be/NYz8xs163YU?si=sRZkXHqfM7UMJoja

Reference

“Enola Holmes”. https://share.google/mUDitkIAUJcTi8O3L

“Big Hero 6”. https://share.google/3fmA4qKRgoBbKIDWU

Emotion Sick

The

Big Hero 6

Vanity 6

Man

Average

Injury

Clue. Hearse. Quarter. Box. Nanny. "The Car". Penny. Blonde. Perpendicular. Rose.

Playlist

"Black To Black". https://youtu.be/TJAfLE39ZZ8

Corner Reference

Eat. "The Car". Gross. Envelope. https://g.co/kgs/hhp1ZD

Blonde

Injury

I have. I don't think you want to. I don't think you can. Rhetoric. How is routine? Non-virgin territory. Can I help you, please? Give up. Been together for a long, long time.

Give

Help

How

Rhetoric

Emotion Sick

Dead Injury. Competition. Who am I? The dot dot one one one. The Rock, Sebastian.

The Rock, Sebastian

One

Dot

The

Who

Competition

Injury

Dead

The Rock, Sebastian

Without a doubt. “Angel”. UV tattoo. Racist art. Fuck. Home Improvement. Left. Right, Oh. Didn't Even Get Even.

Playlist

“Angel”. https://youtu.be/b56vWdwhWh0?si=_zFlxK9kMKt4Jd7G

Didn't Even Get Even

Right

Left

Home

Art

Racist

Doubt

Without

The

Saturday, December 27, 2025

Didn't Even Get Even

Dumb Answer. How to get upstairs. “Rocky Mountain Chocolate Factory of Durango, CO”. One Super figure. Selfless. Pay Around. Citizen Witness. AVN Adult Entertainment Expo (Jan 21-24 in Las Vegas). Ice Cube is scheduled to perform in Albuquerque at the Isleta Resort & Casino Showroom on Saturday, April 18, 2026. Lust. Withdrawal. New York. Sweepstakes. Didn’t even try.

Reference

“Rocky Mountain Chocolate Factory of Durango, CO”. https://share.google/K47GV1RrKeGrq3c0L

Didn’t even try

New York

Around

Selfless

Super figure

One

Answer

Get

How

Answer

Even

Get

Even

Didn't Even Try

Danette. Must’ve heard me the first time. White Faggots. Damn! Average. Immoral. Don’t Care. Didn't start from the beginning. Inherit.

The

From

Start

Care

Immoral

Average

Damn!

Faggots

White

Time

The

Try

Average

Upon. New York Life Savings; Need your umbrella. Good deeds go unanswered. Plunder. Cherish the thought. Grandmother Isaac Immortal Son of a Bitch. Maroon. Fear of a Bodega. Fuck. Ignite. Good Deed. Micro Thin. Quick Silver. Adam Bourgeois. Here. No Shit. Made historical conquering. Reminisce. “Lemon”.

Playlist

“Lemon”. https://youtu.be/L_u97PqWX6g?si=fCxEAOomQnrhQlTu

Reminisce

Made

Shit

Here

Deed

Bodega

Bitch

Son

Immortal

Isaac

Thought

Deed

Umbrella

Life Savings

New York

Reminisce

I have no idea. Choose who's your favorite and leave the rest alone. I didn't intend for you to help me by putting it in storage. It's about knowing she chose to be there with him. I know you're excited. Built by an (Adult). Himself.

Himself

(Adult)

Know

There

Know

Storage

Help

For

Alone

The

And

Favorite

Who

Himself

Chad. Stunt double. Artificially inseminate. Those are red-blooded. Random coordinated behavior.

Random coordinated behavior

Blood

Those

Artificial

Stunt double

Friday, December 26, 2025

Bodega

If. Times. Tables. Lets. Be more. Jack. Inhale. We've only been out of the house. What's wrong with mama? Lay down on the grass. Cleopatra. Column. Dust would have made us better. Fall and then dip. If fuel was meant for burning. Jackpot. Scarcity. Socrates. Rand. Give form her width. Autonomy. Due. Sir. Penrose. Robin. Padded. Stairs.

Playlist

"Belief". https://youtu.be/CkwEnP56fO8

"Let It Go". https://youtu.be/GsPq9mzFNGY

"I Mind". https://youtu.be/mD4cAPxFwpQ Umbrella.

Robin

Umbrella

Scarcity

Jack

Random coordinated behavior

Brothel. Jazz Lazarus. 4 hours. Off. 39. We're not freer. What are you expecting? Immortal. Come Black. It's never too early to say you're forgiven. Ethel. Don't be stupid. You need time to be certain. Space, the final frontier. “Sorry, Not Sorry (Official Video)”. How and when did you know to remake “Anaconda”? Was it before or after “Ice Cube” came out with “War of the Worlds”? He pulled “Ice Cube” from me.

Playlist

“Sorry, Not Sorry (Official Video)”. https://youtu.be/-MsvER1dpjM?si=hX3i3aV-HbpKR539

Reference

“Anaconda”. https://share.google/Ugta0TZMYuHN59glB

“Ice Cube”. https://share.google/I4vWySv8oKW33QBV7

“War of the Worlds”. https://share.google/3EnZMmlK9W2w8sV8R

From

Out

Came

Know

When

How

The

Space

Time

Black

Come

Immortal

4 hours

Random

Fighter plane

Trump. Donald. Masquerade. New habitat. Fight. Narrator. Reveal. "Cycle (Official Audio)". Panties. Anything. Agency. Aretha.

Playlist

All Natural "Cycle (Official Audio)". https://youtu.be/1m3NREfULeI?si=I0v9hl7KdUK-GqxC

Reference

"The Reveal". https://youtu.be/RGKZqVZsoaQ

Natural

Aretha

Agency

Thursday, December 25, 2025

Group society

Taco diner. Complete and Utter.

Complete and Utter

Taco

Society

Group

Taco

Unaffected. "Kryptonite". "Stand Still". "Still In Love With You". Oprah. Participants. Jamie. Excuse me. Hold on. Carmichael. "Pope Francis". A blessing is not a curse. Do you lead? Horses. Silver. Stream. Vanilla. Raspberries. Pinterest. Close. Caption.

Playlist

"Kryptonite". https://youtu.be/xhcUET97VWo

"Stand Still". https://youtu.be/dw0sjXiU4IE

"Still In Love With You". https://youtu.be/bW8HHw8kpfM

"U Got The Look". https://youtu.be/_jCuroTbqBI Manual.

"Love of My Life". https://youtu.be/ZCCAWjNOui8 Syrup.

Corner Reference

Avi. License. "Pope Francis". https://g.co/kgs/yvbR8f Blue. Stone. Proper. Francis. Friends. Skip. Yardworks. Slip.

Avi

Harmless.

Star Wars. Pee hole.

Stream

America

Graciously. Yes. New York. Where oh where is Malcolm Gladwell? You looking for Earth? Slow dance. You are understanding conceptual reality. I am telling you what I am doing with the words that I use. I wrote an instruction manual. "Everything Is Delicate". Saturday night live. I beat myself. Throat orgasms. "Get off". You know you are God when you can control space in time. Gladly share. Yes. Yes. @HelioMonsterMan

Playlist

"Get off". https://youtu.be/6f4BwQFF-Os

References

"Everything Is Delicate". Aaron Carter. 2020. Lulu.com

Complete and Utter

Monolith. A society depends on this for its survival. The Last Horizon. “Alright”. Oh, Fucking seems redeemable. Soul of One.

Playlist

“Alright”. https://youtu.be/9yqRtuzxUD8?si=oGmOW2S4AOYhTs1J

Reference

“Robert De Niro”. https://share.google/yNSBge4Se4GwgP5h5

Soul of One

Oh, Fuck

And

The

Survival

For

This

Society

Monolith

Soul of One

Savior One. U Show. This is One. In order for Aaron to disassociate. Immortal society. Learning curve. Assignment. I don't know. People are going to try to learn how to breathe. Associate. Freed. What planet? I stopped cursing the man. Safety. Infinite sum. Vectors. Pam. Subjects of conversation are not my concern. Rav Hardoon. That way. I would expect no one else. Someone bothered me. Definitely hot out. It has more to do with the causality framework. Give it time. We all had room. Pound. Male persona. White. Video photographer. Overexposing. Like you can't formally forgive yourself. Appreciation. Your wellness. Think about the common life. If you don't want to go to work, stay home. If you don't want me to come to your job. Colloquially. I was safe. Forgot my medicine. Jacket. Not another ceremony. Bathroom. Enjoy. And people spend their money. I wouldn't know him. I didn't invite you. Pay tribute. It does. The house is too full. Balcony, File. You can go to the homeless shelter. Rent an apartment. Mimi. What is crying all about? Not normally. Spellbound. Gods of Norm. Yodel. Don't be embarrassed. Make a decision. Try. “Again (Official Music Video)”. Good answer. New Mexican. You want to be a parent. Dreams are like journals I never quite finish. All of it is informing me of an anxiety attack I’m trying to relieve within myself. Exceptional personality. Embarrassed. Immoral. This is mainstream. “Better Version [Music Video]”. Car insurance. Latest. All State. How much of him is her? We built this country on something a lot less. By the time they finish they will have saved the world. Oh, Grandmother. “Oh, Hi!”. Weight loss. Firestone. “Warning (2007 Remaster)”. The Death of God, Man. Now are we good Christians? Awful. Rav Berg. Hardoon. Not denying the integrity. Every chance. William Paul. There is a desired expectation. Do you feel offended? I do. Easter. I wish you had started earlier. Simultaneous sweepstakes jackpot. Entertainers miniseries. Offer some competition. Some people can't afford content so they build their own. That's ridiculous. Lesbian mother-in-laws. The Kabbalah Centre.

Playlist

“Again (Official Music Video)”. https://youtu.be/eW2qlKa6oHw?si=Zsevuv8u_1VbpBGB

“Better Version [Music Video]”. https://youtu.be/OK5fL6BlOQ0?si=p4gH7Xk4D3Dsfk2F

“Warning (2007 Remaster)”. https://youtu.be/qs565NWYByw?si=G3N4edE3tewpY2VP

Reference

“Oh, Hi!”. https://share.google/qoD8PcfsmbfbBJOMc

Kabbalah

The

Law

Mother

Lesbian

Afford

Can't

People

Offer some competition

Start

Wish

I do

Feel

There

Chance

The

Now

Man

God

Death

The

Weight

World

The

Saved

Time

The

Less

Something

Country

This

How

State

This

Immoral

Embarrassed

Try

Dream

Want

New Mexican

Answer

Try

Embarrassed

Yodel

Gods of Norm

Apartment

Rent

Shelter

Homeless

The

Can

File

Houses

The

Know

Money

People

And

Enjoy

Bathroom

Ceremony

Another

Medicine

Come

Want

Home

Stay

Work

Want

Common

The

Think

Wellness

Can't

Photograph

Video

White

Persona

Male

Room

Time

Give

The

Out

Hot

Bother

Someone

No one else

Man

The

Stop

Planet

How

Learn

Try

Going

People

Know

Assignment

Learn

Society

Disassociate

Aaron

For

Order

One

This

Show

One

Savior

Gods of Norm

Micromanage. I need you. Relational. Occupational. Disparaging. Buy off the cops. Victim. Police order. Karma. Prestige. Ethnic. Noon. Exaggerate. Parable. Ethic. Loaf. Ecclesiastes. Convince. Racist. I have no excuse. Fire. Mirror. "Ends (Official Music Video)". End. Lightning. "Riviera Paradise". Thunder. B.B. Johnny Gillespie. Arbitrary. Ray Charles. Blue Rain. Bowl

Playlist

"Ends (Official Music Video)". https://youtu.be/MjiMqeD-lrs

Playlist

"Riviera Paradise". https://youtu.be/KfGBQHM1EzI

Arbitrary

End

Mirror

Loaf

Ethic

Ethnic

Tuesday, December 23, 2025

Offer some competition

You are not the one. Same Racist Shit. Mistake. Temporary. Not until you could appreciate a man being saved. Offer some explanation. E laps. Surrender. Goal. Cookie. Invite. B Alien. Mitochondria. Lesbian. Women inherit. Made to think. Offer some competition. Eternal Miss. Time. “Newark”. Local home owners. Clown. Chelanna Balok. There, there. Denver, Colorado. Purgatory. Boston. African American San Diego writer. Anger. Furious. Dear paragraph. We don't have any. Put your comments here. Being told to be made. Racist. Racism. Supplier. “Duke City Organix”. Success manager. What kind of products do you sell? I wasn’t sinning. Wealth. Complaint. A supplier and destination. “Love The Way You Lie ft. Rihanna”. Use my poetry to sell your products. Embarrassment. Lil Wayne costs. Alexa “Warning (2005 Remaster)”. I am cornering someone else who is accomplishing. Use your business to sell products.

Playlist

“Love The Way You Lie ft. Rihanna”. https://youtu.be/uelHwf8o7_U?si=D_I5Bi4h-ZwOSMD3

“Warning (2005 Remaster)”. https://youtu.be/w5xczfmnyts?si=4hBEAfGziLTAwWcF

Reference

“Newark”. https://share.google/Sige1eebZ36W0giPT

“Duke City Organix”. https://share.google/w9Z50sZLn8UNSm7g0

Goal

E laps

Explain

Offer

Saved

Being

Man

Appreciate

Shit

Racist

Same

One

The

You are

Supplying a racist demand

Lambda Coon Easter Aaron Carter Jigaboo. Grace. Raised too young. Beautiful. More Sodomy. I will do it forever. Taxonomy. Conductive. Until Once Again. Only One Detective. The success of three or more. You treat it like a White Nigga. Skip the Paper. Why? Man? Push a Nigga. Suck a Pussy. Bra Weave.

Reference

Inferior. https://share.google/yJ0syneu2lrnVDWZ0

Bra Weave

Pussy

Suck

Nigga

Push

Man

Why

Paper

The

Skip

Nigga

White

Treat

Three

Success

The

One

Only

Again

Once

Young

Grace

Carter

Aaron

Easter

Demand

Racist

Monday, December 22, 2025

Under the table

Annette

Veronica.

Standard. Tall grass. One.

Fatal

The Gift to Receive

Flyer https://godneedstime.blogspot.com/2022/03/flyer.html

Playlist

"King Of Pain". https://youtu.be/SZlRX03BzeA

"Baby, I'm A Fool". https://youtu.be/_qphknagXqA

Bourgeoisie. Harpoon. Sing. Dancer.

Harpoon

May

Mindy

Please. Due. How fatal can this be? Maxine. You don't need to waste more time. I only need to eat. Jack Nicholas. Acting career. Point 7. Kitchenette. "Powder". Basement.

Playlist

"Smells Like Teen Spirit". https://youtu.be/hTWKbfoikeg Afternoon. These are consequences. Why wouldn't I?

Corner Reference

"Powder". https://g.co/kgs/KVc5Yv Finalize.

Maxine

Fatal

Maxine

Quicken. "U Got The Look". Under math. You've always had. Booty. Today. May your Father forgive.

Playlist

This was new. Crybaby. "So Beautiful". Bourbon. Cup. Am I Saturday? "U Got The Look". https://youtu.be/nPjU1EiLFN4

"So Beautiful". https://youtu.be/t4z_62VYoXM

"Sometimes I Miss You So Much". https://youtu.be/2DDRtprRIVU

Hover.

"Half time". https://youtu.be/sG4C1L8Je9k Suvi. There within.

"Haunt Me". https://youtu.be/UKRqN7MGc9I

"Back To Black". https://youtu.be/TJAfLE39ZZ8

"Shape of My Heart". https://youtu.be/NlwIDxCjL-8

Rust.

Under math

Female

We'll figure something out. Wrong answer. Right. Meaning correct. Now we will pay for us to be together. It's not about winning. I'm gonna ask you again. I should have loved him. Focus on me. Desire. Daughter. I will allow Israel. Penis entry Aaron. Come with. D. Wanting. I learn to live with that. I'm taking over.

Playlist

"If You Can't Say No". https://youtu.be/uAhzBVALop4

Daughter

Drop

Beast

Uncle. Hacksaw. Pearl or loop. Three. Bandit. Magic. Meeks. Survive. Planet. Christopher Walker. Vincent. Emily. Take nothing. Tomorrow. Tap. How low? Suppose that the square root is minuscule. National globe. Twelve. Year. "Photograph". I have one too many. Correct. That thing with the lunch money. Cropdust. Exigency. Now lower your weapons. Team. Power. Piehole covers everything. Envelope. Cry not conquer. Before. Let's pace this. Dildo. Do the math. "Cycles". Forsaken is a ride. Forest Park Community College. "Cream". His tomb is dead. Lethargy. On account. Mercy is a recourse of dialog. Between somewhere and I never know. The younger we get. He is reluctant to be anything but beautiful for you. Calling today tomorrow, instead of a lie. Fair. Number. Could you believe, us? He's no wonder. Particular game. Excellent. Settlement. I guess. Squash makes nets before sunrise. Timberland. Broom. Bedroom. Whose missing girl? Power. Reluctance. Everything. Piehole. Ducks. Manner. Her deal. Deed. House. This game is over. The end. Monkey makes the mass balls. Lick. Syrup. Toast. Wet with honey. Pearl or? Scandanavians. Let's. Honey, before they go. Use. Saran wrap. Oil. Made with. Butter. I bet you 50 dollars. Next execution. "Stand Still". Is Paul an executioner? Made with his middle name. Stay in uniform. 30 minutes.

Playlist

"If I Could Fall In Love". https://youtu.be/1a6eofhWu0A

"All Time Low". https://youtu.be/AXnqkVTFUqY

"Tell Me". https://youtu.be/fptYx9YBY3w

"If You Let Me". https://youtu.be/WX8SFlmHTLo

"In the Morning". https://youtu.be/uuocmqLRgOM Kelly. Beard.

"Photograph". https://youtu.be/T3rXdeOvhNE

"Stand Still". https://youtu.be/dw0sjXiU4IE

Tomb. "Storm". https://youtu.be/wxREaTc5spg An existential crisis. I like.

Power

Playlist

"Cycles". Original dipping. https://youtu.be/1m3NREfULeI Do you care? Practice.

"Cream". https://youtu.be/rrbFQEcpJ3A

"Are You Gonna Go My Way". https://youtu.be/8LhCd1W2V0Q

"Lady". https://youtu.be/Mm93BU0WJNE Rhythms and tunes.

Art. "The Game Of Love". https://youtu.be/HKLnmMacEB4 Well?

"Rain". https://youtu.be/V-KkA9jn2iI Bounty. Make it.

"C'mon N' Ride It". https://youtu.be/3Awey7AbXT0 Naked. I think I can. I think I can.

Bounce back. Rhythms and tunes.

"Tootsie Roll". https://youtu.be/We0uI42CQGQ Forsaken. Let it happen.

Marcus. He's going to forget that I had a dollar. I had. Escape my pleasure. "Promiscuous".

"Promiscuous". Prometheus. https://youtu.be/0J3vgcE5i2o

Desert on the pawn. Clown. Washington. DC. Marvel. Comic books. Strip ends. Beholden. Fuck and behold. Circumcise. I bet you. Roster. Go to school. Penny. There's somebody.

Marvel

Bounce back

Meek

Marvel

Miss Serendipity. Crenshaw. None at all. Keep. Basic. Rice. Handler. You are as a penny is a cost. Is a virtue. By hair. Deficit. Where is the beer? Heat. Freddie Jackson. Dine in. Space is a destination. Arrived. Guts & Wrenches. Albuquerque, NM. With these three words. Holiest is. My course. Two. Martha. What is your favorite ice cream? No telling. Israel Porras. Clap. Jealous. Father figure. Douglas. I got a hubcap. Suicide. Die. Slowly. Meaning has thought for reoccurrences. Paper cut. In less than a few days. I am a harpoon. Luckiest. Two words. Meat. One. Hell is a breeze. Sub. Dangerously. Notwithstanding. Buds thick. Thorns elastic. Find. Fie. Ten. 20. Relevance. Dependance. "Are You Gonna Go My Way".

Playlist

"Saliva". https://youtu.be/ug4JEY-Kg_8

"Music Makes The World Go Round". https://youtu.be/9o_Sp9J8qJg

"Redbone". https://youtu.be/Kp7eSUU9oy8

Ned. "Need You Tonight".

https://youtu.be/F93ywiGMDnQ

"Funky For You". https://youtu.be/PYlo_3T3MZo

Carol.

"Certainly". https://youtu.be/SWf6M467OsQ

God. Forward. "Clarity". https://youtu.be/IxxstCcJlsc

"Storm". https://youtu.be/wxREaTc5spg

"Are You Gonna Go My Way". https://youtu.be/8LhCd1W2V0Q

"Space Cowboy". https://youtu.be/OPkjnRIdQXQ

Version.

Monopoly is a board game. Checkers. Rat.

"Unstoppable". https://youtu.be/YFic-xaLsPs

Notwithstanding

Fatal

Prisoners of shame meet prisoners of fame. World policy. Soccer Mom. Claiming body assets lead to prostitution. I see that you want me. Now. Oh. As babies we adapt to not being held. Yes. Monster. Yes. I want to cry with you. Weekday. Us. Three. You. May 29, 1990. Prepaid. Bookend. Book in advance.

Side-note

Weekday

$35

Book

With $700 down.

World Policy

Sunday, December 21, 2025

Bra Weave

Value. Car Two. To recognize her through him and myself. “Cindy Crawford”. Immortal man. Mathematics. Illogic. Should I. Alfred Sharpe.

Reference

“Cindy Crawford”. https://share.google/KsDGFuXfvZxhXJmHV

Alfred Sharpe

Immortal man

And

Through

Recognize

Two

Cars

Value

Alfred Sharpe

“Mine”. “The Witness”. It's not a food option. Store. Loan. You're going to get what I want to give you as soon as I provide it. Kiss. “Al Jarreau” and “Whitney Houston”. Poster.

Playlist

“Mine”. https://youtu.be/D-x8JEYcVWQ?si=HV5FIeMapk0nY0ZU

Reference

“The Witness”. https://share.google/HD54u0e44tzCvPLFB

“Al Jarreau”. https://share.google/Z6BRtXvMSTUtHi5Vm

“Whitney Houston”. https://share.google/6kIaQeTS9zjWFvp83

Poster

And

Kiss

Give

Want

Get

Going

Store

Option

Poster

How do you teach wisdom? Not the kind of hole I was expecting. I've crafted. Poster. Math. Randomly deduced. If computers have sex with themselves. Pastor Riley. Randomly prudent.

Reference

“Jon Michael Hill”. https://share.google/Dwuj3v8LLQiNhdRla

Randomly prudent

Pastor

Sex

Computer

Random

Math

Poster

Craft

The

Wisdom

How

Randomly prudent

Assassination attempts. Murders. Background history. This isn't a place widely adopted. Ungracious to him. There is enough to be so candidly pissed that you'll never have to worry. Criminal case.

Criminal case

Piss

Enough

There

Place

This

Prudent

Random

Arrogance

Frank. Glenn. Mistake. Mistaken identity. Rouge. Mog. Davis. Teats. Loop. Hammer.

Rouge

Teat

Arrogance

Analogy. Please respect. Offering. Best apology. Do you want to have sex now?

Offering

Teat

Overstocked. Join me at the table. Nestlé. Butter. Microcosm. The rules. As a provider. Is this a joke? Would anyone? Pull yourself up. Nest. Pool. Hardgrove. Tree. Aqueduct. Am I a viaduct? Canteen. "Ed Asner". Penis. Canal. Subdivision. Pile or raid. We're kinda busy. Now get out of here. Backup in the air. Stetson. I reserve the entry. Protest. I guess we'll have to plagiarize. Gets 'em every time. Get in there. Biracial. Mother. Underpants. In the end. Fire ranger. Undercoat. Range. Laminate. Birth canal. The pen is more powerful than the words. Without. Double. Sorrow. Flip. Plays. Indifferent. The Book of Sand. Do you care for additional? Caramel. Soda. Double. Anal. Boot. Stretch. Stress the applause. Teaser. Smother. Beautiful. Homogenize. Lieutenant. Lemongrass.

Playlist

I apologize. When you're a woman. "Say Yes". https://youtu.be/PCCGIXME164

"Afro Blue". https://youtu.be/H_hT61-E5kg

"I Mind". https://youtu.be/mD4cAPxFwpQ Technicality.

"So Long". Goodbye. https://youtu.be/cmIAYY2oZIA

"Black Cow". https://youtu.be/9E62VjcaTEA

"DO 4 LOVE". https://youtu.be/eQF7cqkiR6I

Corner Reference

"Ed Asner". https://g.co/kgs/NafU2q

Homogenize

Smother

The Book of Sand

Flip

Range

In the end

Plagiarize

Hardgrove

Playlist

"Showdown". https://youtu.be/PEkhxMt2YtM

"What You Don't Do". https://youtu.be/DNLkD8QEnAM

Corner Reference

"Nestlé." Stress. Doer. https://g.co/kgs/UkRPqT

Criminal case

I'm in a bad place and don't want to stop. Arrogance. Consultant. You don't have a business at this time. My fairness.

My fairness

Time

This

Arrogance

Stop

Want

And

Place

Criminal

Saturday, December 20, 2025

My fairness

Not understanding the condonement. I'll be faster.

I'll be faster

The

Understand

I'll be faster

Come here. It's that serious. Your body and your soul. I know who my friends are, who your family are. You won’t.

You won't

Family

Who

Friend

Who

Know

Soul

And

Body

Here

Come

Aesthetic

Phone. Poetry.

Poetry

You won't

You don't want the arcs of my story if you want to survive. I am not like him. I'm not allowed. This is only needed when it's been there. White Mexican.

White Mexican

There

When

Only

This

Allow

Survive

Want

The

Want

Won’t

Disassociate

Neighbors. Swept up. Clean. Evelyn.

Evelyn

Clean

The Devil

Graciously. Yes. The brain pulls nerve endings through the heart. Foreshadow. The premonition of thought. Charismatic. Cold milk. Alphabet cereal. Dialect searches for the action verb for a goal. The One God damn thing that I did not know. How to receive Heaven. White Man. Black Man. Brother's Keeper. White Woman. Black Girl. Hell. The Character for Non-Delete. I am the consequence of being pushed away. Dark energy. Today is the day. Aaron Donald Carter Bourgeois. You are The Risen. Savior for The Chosen. Graciously. Yes. Yes. This is the greatest ever known to Man. Personal in effect. She is my observer of how we receive the Life that I witness. Hers is fulfilled in my character of me. Yes. Her. "Cold Earth". Isla Porras. The Devil beneath my disguise. That is how she knows me and how you are made aware. Common language. Hi. There is a flip to this. Bye. No. Nefertiti. Yes. Graciously. Helio Monster Man Aaron Carter with Her Angel Isla Porras. Yes. Graciously. Yes.

Playlist

"Cold Earth". https://youtu.be/RAo_k6s1b80

Masterpiece

Vagina. Intercourse. And thereafter. It does not matter what the radius of a circle is, the circumference is always 2πr until r is less than 10 to minus 33. A specific width. Penis. Penetrate. Prince. Keep. Two.

Playlist

Door. "Red House". https://youtu.be/Us5sfT17hws Keep. Closed.

Fire. "Nothing Compares 2 U". https://youtu.be/dmUSVApF4Ig

"That's The Way Love Goes". https://youtu.be/2b_KfAGiglc

Reference

"Wynton Marsalis". https://g.co/kgs/HWyPE4

Two

Width

White Mexican

I don't have a case to review. Today's date. Disassociate. British monarch. Seating arrangements should offer families room. Kids table. Support Gay Marriage. I do. Busta Rhymes. “Dangerous”. “APESHIT (Official Video)”. Worthwhile. Life allowed.

Playlist

“Dangerous”. https://youtu.be/yzmn5Y_iwr0?si=ZlZ1ecZJr0JsWhPc

“APESHIT (Official Video)”. https://youtu.be/kbMqWXnpXcA?si=ZtRITw108txH8RHJ

Life allowed

Worthwhile

Busta Rhymes

I do

Marriage

Gay

Offer

Seating arrangements

British monarch

Disassociate

Today

Mexican

White

Big

Cemetery. 2. Starbucks. Item. I Was Made. Ice Cream. Accountable. Like

Playlist

"Father Figure (Official Video)". https://youtu.be/m_9hfHvQSNo?si=9g4c4LLr6qRr1pZY

Reference

Shout out. "Joe Weider". https://g.co/kgs/J643Sg

Starbucks

Cemetery

Friday, December 19, 2025

Video

Mind. Digger. Poet. Legal Clan. KKK. Pussy Fart Highway. Diary.

Diary

Fart

Legal

Photograph

Tram. Hotel Brinks. Wall to the bathroom. Ceiling. Why don't I get anywhere else? Commissary. 19. Born. Bipolar. Queer. Statistics. It's not a free country. Colloquialism. Meat Bone. No Wood. "Honey Molasses". Hot Drink. Tae Bo. Tea. Wood. Serve. Deserve. Repair. Occupational. Tubular. He would have saundered back to his location for recognition. Our love. "No Diggity".

Playlist

"Apple". https://youtu.be/Nujt--zPa70

"Rocket". https://youtu.be/sAz2bRy8-L8

"Too Good At Goodbyes". https://youtu.be/J_ub7Etch2U

"Thin Floors And Tall Ceilings". https://youtu.be/jRjSG0eTMEY

"Not Like Crazy". https://youtu.be/EMgJauJWAYk

"Untitled (How Does It Feel) (Official Music Video)". Mercury Scream. https://youtu.be/SxVNOnPyvIU

"Bitch Better Have My Money (Explicit)". https://youtu.be/B3eAMGXFw1o

Playlist

"Honey Molasses". https://youtu.be/4ulT7UC5XJ8

Playlist

"No Diggity". https://youtu.be/0zNl5j1Mu2o

Tubular

Tae Bo

They'll

Anvil. Listerine. Antiseptic. Propane. Water boil. Pronounce. Is this where you have been? Hypothetical. Mask on. Rider. Legacy. Deceit. Sake

Corner Reference

Lest. We're over. Criss-cross. "Essays on Sefer Da'at". Aaron Carter. 2020. Lulu.com

Mask

Fear of One

Death of Me. I am. So, help me. God. Damn!

Damn!

Death

Stage

Meat. I am hungry. Running numbers on everyone. If that is the pain, to hurt while being remorseful. Personal. Person. Staging. Objective. 3 Categories. From. 4 hours ago.

Playlist

"Wait". https://youtu.be/SJ5c2xKV4-4 I do.

"Everyday". https://youtu.be/RXe8PFKsOIc Every day.

"In the Morning". https://youtu.be/uuocmqLRgOM

My soul. "Let's Fall In Love". https://youtu.be/t3BHN0_HjTM Flawless.

"Love Is Stronger Than Pride". https://youtu.be/0ZARYxRmNWg Strong.

Everyday

From

Life allowed

There was no need. Big Bad Wolf. Reaganomics. Boobies in Terror. The content of unread emails is every cookie. Video photograph. My Nigga. Better. Flint.

Flint

Nigga

Photograph

Video

The

Boobies

Reaganomics

Wolf

Big

There

Allow

Flint

Now. Where? Grace. Poetry in Motion. Average brownie. Arrogant. Here is my intent. Discuss afford mention. Poetry workshops.

Reference

“Hustle & Flow”. https://share.google/gclpnFedCxvoMZhfa

Poetry workshops

Afford

Here

Arrogant

Average brownie

Poetry in Motion

Grace

Where

Now

Medical marijuana

Symbol. Black man. Racist. Questioning a man. Enabling how you suffer is how you survive. Ground 0. The simple act of kindness is the simple act of kindness.

Kindness

Simple

The

Kindness

Simple

The

Ground 0

Survive

How

Man

Question

Racist

Man

Black

Symbol

Medical

Poetry workshops

Understanding compression. Knight. Medical marijuana. A sociopath. I'm going to get paid by the end of the week. Common. White. “Terrence Howard”. Because only the men survive. Workshops in transcendental. Joint generations. Poetic art. No King Holiday.

Reference

“Terrence Howard”. https://share.google/KzC0s97fcWnrcYRK1

No King Holiday

Poetic art

Joint generations

Workshops in transcendental

Survive

The

Only

Because

White

Common

Week

The

End

The

Get

Going

Sociopath

Medical marijuana

Compression

Understand

Thursday, December 18, 2025

No King Holiday

Immortal. Barbiturate. Name.

Barbiturate

Immortal

Holiday

King

Jack

Colonize

Solstice. Night. Dinner. Immediately. After. Breakfast. Lunch. Served. Reflected. Time. Over. Amityville. Gargoyle. Greendale. Calligraphy. Summer.

Barbiturate

Colonize. Nonassociative. Drug abuse. Supreme Legacy. Who? Goddess. Supreme Leader. Provost. Defense attorney. I wish to be let alone. The engine that could. Superstition. Treason. Clang.

Clang

The

Alone

Wish

Defense attorney

Supreme Leader

Goddess

Who

Supreme Legacy

Drug abuse

Colonize

Meet

I Hate the Person. Love. Fool. I can appreciate his historical context. If you can't learn to be alone, then tolerate being alone. Life that has been scared. Life that has been scared over life evolved. Separate. Arrogant, Arrogantly. “When You're Lonely (Official Visualizer)”. “2 (Audio)”. Fish Go Naked. This Whole Damn Time. Birds Flew by. Pillow? Major Suspects. Newton.

Playlist

“When You're Lonely (Official Visualizer)”. https://youtu.be/G-HaWA2fdYA?si=lJ9_gtVzUTeG02R3

“2 (Audio)”. https://youtu.be/WtCREZoiSQQ?si=mMDmcjRFCRF-DO0W

Major Suspects

Pillow

Flew by

Bird

Time

Damn!

Whole

This

Naked

Fish

And

People

Being

Can't

Appreciate

Can

The

Hate

Clang

Meet. Invite. Alta Vera Nash. What the Fuck? The lightning bolt interior. Slut. Hamper. Pam. Immoral. Sebastian. Thinking. What? God. Married couples.

Married couples

God

What?

Think

Immoral

Pam

Slut

The

Vera

Meet

Wednesday, December 17, 2025

Sender

Atomic. Nuclear. Why didn't you give him any? Why wouldn't I? Those. Strangers. I could have. Wouldn't. Happenstance. Mary. Bell. Sky. Wilderness. Thank ye. Yellow. Gold. Pink. Blueberry. "Erotic City". Add our songs. Hydro. Pellet. Thermal. Gun.

Playlist

"Erotic City". https://youtu.be/aoSK7vju_l8

Gun

Thank ye. Circular. True. Those.

You're welcome.

Married couples

Main. Planet. “Danny DeVito”. Father. Denial of trust. I wouldn't put that on a man. Stupid Villain. I care. Pull against the grain. Why would he teach her? Why would he ask? I'm not a home owner. I'm renting. You're a guest. Nashville, Kentucky.

Reference

“Danny DeVito”. https://share.google/GzP4IjoUOZexZVUbM

Nashville, Kentucky

Guest

Rent

Home

Ask

Why

The

Care

Villain

Man

Trust

Denial

Father

Planet

Main

Couples

Married

Tuesday, December 16, 2025

Intro to I'm only gonna say this once

In 2004 I was homeless in the streets of New York. I had my laptop, a suitcase of cloths, and the Torah. For the first week I just stayed in Grand Central Station the entire day and read. That's all I had to keep sane. I didn't know what else to do or who to ask for help. By Friday the cops came and told me to move along. The point was, during that week I was connected to stories in ways I had never experienced. Over the next decade, I began the process of converting to Judaism. I learned from some amazing rabbis who were making extraordinary sacrifices to share what until then was only reserved for Orthodox Jewish men, over 40, and married. I studied Kabbalah. And for a while that made my life worse. I struggled to find a balance for meaning and purpose while retaining sensibility for life's basic needs. I'm still observant. I learn, study and practice with Chabad rabbis and congregants. Which too had its lessons of crossing cultural boundaries. But those didn't cause much concern in me. I rebounded. I think it's due to an innate nature of being Black in America - resilience. There are a lot of other attributes to being Black which is what's led me, and you to listen, here today. I've got something to say and you are interested to hear what about.

So why choose? What's so central about that? It's kinda implied that you made one. I mean, that's how you got here. Why does that, or what I'm asserting, need to be explained? The choice is love. End of happy story. Ghetto.

Nature smells crap to evaluate health and ovulation to procreate. The ghetto lacks resources. Providing them assimilates esthetics. Those who live in inner-city ghettos learn be smelling each other's crap. Closer to nature with just barely the experience to reflect upon self awareness. Meaning, I grew up in Black churches with porcelain White Jesus. No one valued me reading well. There wasn't any accountability for doing so. In the inner city, I wasn't expected to think for myself. I was raised by generations just barely free from slavery and sharecropping - nothing to be proud of.

Was there resilience, perseverance or generic luck, nature's survival of the fittest? I couldn't tell and didn't care. All I knew for myself was that my life wasn't going to change unless I figured out how to change it.

Mommas and aunties kept us safe and loved regardless. There was no doubt about that. U failed to learn. I failed to learn the process of choosing for myself.

So when I popped on the scene in New York to study becoming a Jew, I was in search with a plead for salvation of a change I could not fathom within myself that would be necessary for me to love myself. I struggled for at least a decade. I remained obligated in servitude, buying time to do nothing with. I had to show myself. That, unfortunately, included reaching bottom, that wouldn't be my last.

We don't learn to care for ourselves, especially in the ghetto. Resources lack but worse is knowing what to do with them besides ignoring them because there isn't a valued necessity, a proven validation, or even allowance to consider, what to do with the resources even if attained.

We achieve success, battle against others in war and games, simply because we don't learn how and so our achievements overextend anyone's necessity as validation for who we are. Which, if popular enough, can achieve complete avoidance of our reasons not to assimilate.

It's because we don't know enough to value ourselves.

And that's the work we need today, that we are free to achieve today, to make our lives better and ultimately achieve a better world.

I've always wanted to study the weekly Parsha to be observant of regulating myself weekly, not presume some reluctance of avoiding randomness, as if keeping to myself, and doing what I'm told without reflecting on the value of my own choices, enduring work for a paycheck, tempering time for random occasion friend’s get together, living in need of what I fail learning to ask.

Nashville, Kentucky

Astute. I'm more tired than I was before. Anger. British attire. We. Just to prove to the witches. Come Clean. Dumb Answer. “Star Wars: Skeleton Crew”. Schoolyard; There is no science in depth. Pickpocket. I am not the teacher. Would Superman explain how he brought her? Enjoy selectively.

Reference

“Star Wars: Skeleton Crew”. https://share.google/JK1fEXU69QemrbD8b

Enjoy selectively

How

Explain

Superman

Teacher

The

Science

There

Answer

Clean

Come

Witches

The

Just

Anger

Astute

Encounter

USPS Mailbox. Said Is. Spoken So Softly Herbert. “CUFF IT (Official Lyric Video)”. Blood. Cook. Satan to Mister. If The Day Of Rest Is Mourning "Are You Gonna Go My Way"? Save the ridiculous. Quarantine. Pitchfork. Dungarees. Blood. Alcohol Content. Sight. Chicken. Cure I Can't. Oreo. Cock. Savings Wrench. Uncle. Brand. Bend over backwards. Sam. I Mean. Mandelbrots. Why Am I So Upset, No? Afternoon Murdock. Join, Right On Down. If Crafted. I'm Not The One. Equipt. 10% Boozy. Bitterness. Herbs garden. Dizzy Scorpio. U Came Up With That? I Am My Father’s Uncle. The Grim reaper. Office. Indiana Jones. “Yellow Ledbetter (Official Audio)”. Off the record. Book Em. The Hall. The Door. Sabrina. “I Get Lonely (Official Music Video)”. If I Invited. Atrocity, With A Quipt To Marinate. Mushroom sauce. Clean. Air Supply. Against.

Playlist

“CUFF IT (Official Lyric Video)”. https://youtu.be/yrtWLyp5gLI?si=atObFQSmQ82-QC4k

"Are You Gonna Go My Way". https://youtu.be/8LhCd1W2V0Q

“Yellow Ledbetter (Official Audio)”. https://youtu.be/iYtBMgLfqKQ?si=Kc13nDodyArvDzxr

“I Get Lonely (Official Music Video)”. https://youtu.be/euWjl-dBG9w?si=-0CbNb4pzsidsQbs

Against

Clean

Atrocity

Sabrina

The Door

The

Book

Off the record

Office

The

Uncle

Father

Garden

One

The

Down

Right

Why

Bend over

Brand

Uncle

Cock

Can't

Cure

The

Day

The

Blood

Soft

Enjoy selectivity

Tabatha. Build a seasonal rollercoaster. Predominant. Eulogy. Impede. The Great Grandchildren. Enjoy selectivity. The Very Last Encounter. Every encounter has had some disassociating account. Gun. Racist Homophobia. Pay attention. You are on the edge of lying. Donna Gibson.

Reference

“Great Crack”. https://share.google/mbaVMwM3BPBGJTwfY

Donna Gibson

On the edge of lying

You are

Pay attention

Homophobia

Racist

Gun

Account

Encounter

The Very Last Encounter

Enjoy selectivity

Great

The

Eulogy

Rollercoaster

Tabatha

Enjoy

Dawn. "Yours (A Performance Visual)". Israel Porras, Aaron. Swallow. Bio. "Thank you, very much". Privacy. Owner. Remote. Mail fraud. Every new and used.

Playlist

"Yours (A Performance Visual)". https://youtu.be/hKYNhTjZYJ8

Corner Reference

"Andy Kaufman". https://g.co/kgs/FiL1SK

Used

And

New

Mail fraud

Thank

Aaron

Israel Porras

Porras

Accident

White President. Copy Manager. Understand Me.

Understand

Copy

President

White

Accident

Graciously. Yes. Graciously. Yes. Graciously. Yes. Flattery repellent. True believer. Please demonstrate. No. No. Honeymoon. Pack your bags. You are leaving today. Beg your pardon. Yes. Yes. @HelioMonsterMan

Future

Wind. Adjust meaning. On my behalf. Peninsula. Parabola. Ellipse. Morning. Caveat. Her room. My expectation. Time sauce. I offer. These moments. She calls her. Sup. Never. Grieve. A soul lost ever again. All of you. On her deathbed. "Fragile". Good surprise.

Playlist

"Fragile". https://youtu.be/lB6a-iD6ZOY

Future

Graciously. Yes. Graciously. Yes. Bread did not rise leaving Egypt. To be moved is a request. Do not just pick me up. Potty break. Well. Saying. Excavating. What you consider not doing for yourself. Between thinking about the future and living with expectations there are not many moments to be yourself. No. Yes. Yes. @HelioMonsterMan

Law & Order

Rocks. Caverns. Caves. Will. Chairman. Self. Dilute. You should not have to die alone. Couple. Ink. Graph. Not nails. We got the same outfit. You get all excited. We're working late. I'm like a springer hook. Future. Mannequin.

Never hurts to be the man in the middle. You won't. Go right ahead. Bicoastal. Fruit.

Future

Playlist

"The Hounds Of Winter". https://youtu.be/jabxwMo3jQE

Reference

"Three Robots". https://g.co/kgs/ChK9o6

Corner Reference

"Jeff Goldblum". https://g.co/kgs/GxA88K

Andy Griffith. Hit-n-run. Must have been an accident. Stick. Farm. Lettuce. Quiet. Juice. Bothers me. I'm mistaken. Really? What are you thinking? I got him back. Batman. Sky. Daredevil. Robin. Sequel.

Playlist

“Titanium”. https://youtu.be/S69w0zMW-A0

Accident

Donna Gibson

Law & Order. Teen parents. Black men. Misogyny. We do not support White men. Catfish Daddy. Donna Gibson. Dispose. I'm not lying to me. Albeit. Do you trust anyone? Serial killing. Monolithic. Nothing hurts.

Nothing hurts

Serial

Anyone?

Trust

Albeit

Dispose

Donna Gibson

Daddy

White

Black

Teen parent

Law & Order

Monday, December 15, 2025

Very

Morally incompetent. Collaborate. Eventually, Emmett. An atrocious land. Record. Magazine. Strife. Everyone. Every floor. What are we working for? Why does someone have to tell me? Loser. A sharp turn.

Playlist

"Mystery of Iniquity (Live)". https://youtu.be/vuD1gRtGqx4

Loser

Albeit

Attention. Black sweat. Custom designer. Patty Cohen. Jeffery.

Playlist

"Elusive". https://youtu.be/FCWSX6811hE

"Eagle Flute Song". https://youtu.be/zguY7yphGZU

Black sweat

Serial

Class. Your wife. Diana. Her mistress. Random. Adhoc. Focus. Extracurricular. Good afternoon. Careful. Barnyard. Citrus. Whistle.

Corner Reference

Shampoo. "Gary Hart". https://g.co/kgs/Jvc2tS

"Warren Buffett". https://g.co/kgs/2hSWwJ Hate tomatos. Let's get it together.

Careful

Extracurricular

Blue Monoliths

Go. Splendid. Santa Claus. Splendor. Parking lot. Nuclear implosion. Cars, Carpool Deity. Anne Frank. Tango. Tangerine Moment. Nuance. Wilson. 314 General Arnold. John Costello. “The Dream of the Blue Turtles”. Faggots. Boobies. Ed McMahon. “Thor”. “Reacher”. “Mmhmm (Official Music Video)”. This is silly. Alaska. Kyle Richard. Bankruptcy. 10,000 Waves. Billy Ocean. “Bring On The Night”. Ketchup, Whiskey. Local Jean. Gods of Norm. Norman Jean. Swathe. Marcus Howard Taylor. Aaron. Express Journalist. Turn Around.

Playlist

“Mmhmm (Official Music Video)”. https://youtu.be/x_WayannFys?feature=shared

“Bring On The Night”. https://youtu.be/YVgWQyGOTvk?feature=shared

Reference

“The Dream of the Blue Turtles”. https://share.google/e7qrICQhNaKcPO26A

“Thor”. https://share.google/p8Hr0cxsiyLLYNynN

“Reacher”. https://share.google/J3dWha2XmUO80aHSk

Turn Around

Express Journalist

Aaron

Taylor

Howard

Marcus

Swathe

Gods of Norm

Local Jean

Whiskey

Alaska

This

Faggot

John Costello

Arnold

Moment

Tango

Deity

Cars

Nuclear implosion

Parking lots

Santa Claus

Monoliths

Blue

Nothing hurts

“Hurt People (Official Audio)”. Nothing cares for me. Immoral Aptitude. Danette Townsend. Cassy.

Playlist

“Hurt People (Official Audio)”. https://youtu.be/r-b7n2OGC0w?si=UOMdFD6YfneX-Uiw

Cassy

Danette Townsend

Immoral

For

Care

Nothing

Hurt

Nothing

Sunday, December 14, 2025

Cassy

In God we name. You sold money for the things it represents. White men. T.V’s. Dad. Prove to the banks your money is loyal. To secure employment. “Messages From Her (Official Video)”. Help derive. Impaired. Jealousy bag. Cooked. Imperfect. Can we get started? “Uninvited”. “Just Saying/I Tried”. Spiritual. I would like to teach you how to use our bank account. Follow me on Twitter. Secure. “Racks (Official Video) ft. YBN Cordae”. I'm immoral. Imbalanced. “Best Thing (Official Lyric Video)”. Hi Truth. Little White men.

Playlist

“Messages From Her (Official Video)”. https://youtu.be/3dc-O-qklSY?si=YKZJrsLfG45MNLCc

“Uninvited”. https://youtu.be/t45g0E1Z6cE?si=mLVlwJK4SpPzXB9j

“Just Saying/I Tried”. https://youtu.be/i2snTW3wgE4?si=aiZZR23tnBHChyhV

“Racks (Official Video) ft. YBN Cordae”. https://youtu.be/7qcg-3_YGoY?si=NwOnxZAzS4Wqt_1d

“Best Thing (Official Lyric Video)”. https://youtu.be/5WzoNWwDpTs?si=LqEv9a1oUMLlj4JL

Riffle

Binoculars. Derelicts. Jumper. Camera Shy. Cancer. Center. Countess. June Cleaver. Fuck U Heard Jerry Pendergrass. No U. Bears. Oink. Stinker. Fart. Pew. Call An Ambulance. 911. I Am Out Of My Way. Yes. Yes. Gummy. Jean. Paperback. Novel. Don't get stuck. @HelioMonsterMan. Chew U There. Bite Me Pencil Mack. Deliverer. Did I? "For Real"? Really? I Couldn't Have. I'm Way Out, Over Here. Buddy. Nar. Narrow Space. Nigh. Hiccup. Bleed Honky. Cut. Bullet. Backward Panel. "Distractions". Fool. I am. Mr. Flock. Double Entry. Boxcar Rootbeer. Cuz. J. Mr. Jefferson. I Idea Left Off. Cleaners. Pickup Where? Pilgrimage. Forests. "I'll Call U Back". Garrett. Clothes Exchange. Front mat. U Have No Idea. Poster board. Garment. Either Way. Butthole. Bathrobe. Doggy style. 49. Hobo. What do I do? I suppose, sure. Come along. What do I care? Huh? "Tell Me (Acoustic)". Tara. I Used. Madelyn. Uh-huh. There. Now, U Had Me. Rusted. Sunday. Quipped. Laundry mats. Bees. Fly. Mirror. In The Wounded. Clam. "The Hounds Of Winter". Apply Pressure. Warning. "Scream (Official Video)". Cross. Back. Anti. Double. Corner. Oh, K. Sunshine. Curly. I Lie. Like, Now Spit. Achoo. Oh fart, my god. I'm so sorry. Juxtapose. Reece. Allow. Hose. Bedroom. Poison. Years Ago. We Are. Micah. M & M. Jukebox. ZZ Top's. "Cream (Official Music Video)." Soda. Sassafras. Blue. "Rhymin and Stealin". "Roxanne". Push back. New Orleans. Okay? In the booty. Green. Horticulture. Blueprint. 4 Corners. Coffee. Course. Christ. A Dyeing Bred Family. Host. Champagne Hoard. A Well-Timed. On the ground. Strategic. Periscope. Offer. Loose Candidate "South" Event I gotta name

Playlist

"For Real"? https://youtu.be/86Oqp4NKcZw

Prose. Danger. Guilt. "Distractions". https://youtu.be/GPwRnUogcYA

"I'll Call U Back". https://youtu.be/l5LWXCSD9hs

Playlist

Quality. Levi 569. Outposts. Jeans. Redeeming. "Tell Me (Acoustic)". https://youtu.be/fptYx9YBY3w

Playlist

"Scream (Official Video)". https://youtu.be/0P4A1K4lXDo

"Cream (Official Music Video)". https://youtu.be/rrbFQEcpJ3A

"Rhymin and Stealin". https://youtu.be/E4m_M0JwGLI

"Roxanne". https://youtu.be/3T1c7GkzRQQ

"Walking On The Moon". https://youtu.be/zPwMdZOlPo8 Cycle

Midday reference: "The Hounds Of Winter". https://youtu.be/GNYZY87Yp98

Playlist

"Die For You (Official Music Video)". https://youtu.be/uPD0QOGTmMI

While Northwood's "Black Cow". Music industry. https://youtu.be/XRj0Ohg-y1A

Playlist

"TrapScat (Get Loose)". https://youtu.be/HNmSDQwzoWc

"Skyline". https://youtu.be/qU5FWU0SH0o

Playlist

"South". https://youtu.be/gDAsAU12gAc

"What You Want". https://youtu.be/A0jWyE6fVHY

Loose

Host

Coffee

Green

Poison

Fart

Cross

There

Mirror

Leaving Madelyn

Madelyn

Clothing barstool

Clothing

Left

Flock

Honky

There

Fart

Derelicts

Alaska

Unit. Boots. Rocks. Dishes. Huntress. Leftover. Pan. Horse. Many. Vacate. Soil. Mold. Many. Too Soon. One. Cum Abbreviated Riffle. Two. French Cartoons

Riffle

Leftover

Sloppy Joe

"All I Need (Razor Sharp Remix)". "Can't Let Go (Official HD Video)". Bronx. G.I. Jane. I dunno. Ginny. Brooklyn. Rebel. Boy. Nickelback Quarters Penny Stack, Print, Please. Alaskan. Units

Playlist

"All I Need (Razor Sharp Remix)". https://youtu.be/XW1HNWqdVbk

"Can't Let Go (Official HD Video)". https://youtu.be/qlJtQLg4bpU

Alaska

Pathos

St. Jude. Marcus. Count. Liquor. 1863. Pandora. Mythological. "Wait For It". Conquer symbology. Overwhelm belief. Gather appeal. "I'll Be Waiting".

Playlist

"Wait For It". https://youtu.be/fBTTVpfCQVc

Rand. "I'll Be Waiting". https://youtu.be/xntxoEFsqfU

Pandora

1863

Brisk chills

Growing up my room was in the back of a four-family apartment in the inner city of St Louis. From my room, you could open a door to the back porch. Winters in St Louis were, and are, miserably cold, frozen pipes would burst and leak water into cascading sheets of ice. My mom, if the bills were paid, kept the thermostat above 80 or, my favorite, was when she'd decide to just turn on the oven. That was our home. I was loved. I also knew that wasn't right, living in consequence of our neighborhood, education, and color of our skin. But I could ignore that as long as she was there, taking care of me. The worst was what I couldn't ignore.

My bed was next to the door that leads to the back porch. I could never really close all the way. In the winter, if there was any crack what so ever, at night when I tried to go, and stay, asleep, snuggled and warm, a brisk St Louisianan chill would send immediate chills all through me. I hated that. I wasn’t just cold. I was hurt. Where was the place I could call home if this was the reality of my living conditions?

For years later, wherever I moved, when winter came, without thought, I immediately cranked up the thermostat to something above 85. I made every reasonable excuse to justify. Firstly, I was paying the bills. And really that's all that mattered. I didn't have to answer to anyone else. I wouldn't have to care about accountability for my behaviors. I was happy, finally, having successfully made a worthy, goal-oriented achievement for me, in my life.

When I married my Caucasian, now ex-wife, anything above 60 was a burning heart wave. And maybe I'm exaggerating. But the point is her temperature regulation, as anyone else's, was a moderation based on her life choices that tended to be reasoned from simple, basic, practicality. In a home with a temperature that high we couldn't reasonably afford to pay bills. And, she was far from considering turning on the oven.

I could regulate body temperature with layers of clothes. But coming home was never like any experience that I ever wanted. Not just cold, I was afraid of living in the ghetto. That's where my mind was. A reasonable, practical choice of maintaining an affordable temperature to me was a denial of my identity. I ignored that. I didn't even know how to communicate that. What reason, if not acknowledged by others, was even necessary to be validated. I was lost and slowly, avoiding knowing the value of my own self-worth, becoming depressed.

Little White men

Breasts. Stage 3. Stage 4. Never happened. Black blame. Immature women. Little White men. Sloppy Joe. Grief. Rather than be annoyed. Show up. Little White men. Cascade. Collapse. Instability. Ernestine Sharpe. Gun. “Can We Do This Over (Official Visualizer)”. White. Little Black women. Black women. “Nikki M. James”. “Strong ft. Erin Bentlage (Official Audio)”. Brown pussy. Leave the grapes.

Playlist

“Can We Do This Over (Official Visualizer)”. https://youtu.be/1Cd44AWXISs?si=SGajvsx-f9-zw1Yw

“Strong ft. Erin Bentlage (Official Audio)”. https://youtu.be/_b6mTrB5Qrw?si=Nymm1Kiuf9Z_T4ED

Reference

“Nikki M. James”. https://share.google/pgAmrF0Vfj9XczSKn

Leave the grapes

Pussy

Brown

Black women

Little Black women

White

Gun

Ernestine Sharpe

Cascade

Little White men

Grief

Sloppy Joe

Little White men

Blame

Black

Happened

Stage 4

Stage 3

Breasts

White

Little

Saturday, December 13, 2025

Leave the grapes

Basically I teach you how to use my poetry. It works. "Here". Please confirm. Summary. Contestant. As a poet in New Mexico, I'd like to promote the Monster. Would you consider my lyrics at Grass stain? Today's Current. Legal. A provider never reveals her truth. The. Can I come to your establishment? Let Me Demonstrate. Ooh.

Playlist

"Here". https://youtu.be/UKp2CrfmVfw?si=Ypyb6eI_WxjyOXL9

Lonely Heart

Someone who thought I would care. Do I need anyone? “All To You (Lyric Visual)”. Leftover bells. Drunk. Water menu. I'm not dating anyone? “Miss Me”. History marker.

Playlist

“All To You (Lyric Visual)”. https://youtu.be/Tlu-_31CWfY?si=OX1gbEULgSsKzNvj

“Miss Me”. https://youtu.be/EIaAClVsoXk?si=Nc7qchXjtxAVtUb1

History marker

Anyone?

Water

Bell

Leftover

Anyone?

Care

Thought

Who

Someone

Heart

Friday, December 12, 2025

History maker

What the fuck Diana? At. The Postmen. Those seasonal rotators. History marker. “Lock It Up (feat. Anderson .Paak) [Official Audio]”, Stiff Ejects. I offer an extensive course in science. Can I offer a slave? History marker. “Brooklyn Nine-Nine”. Habitat. Mirror. Eternal. Moral. The Least/Last Survivalist. Autonomy. Can I offer a class based on my poem? Quadruple. Methane Park.

Playlist

“Lock It Up (feat. Anderson .Paak) [Official Audio]”. https://youtu.be/7jR65jnUyvA?si=sdsI0t7pY7KA-CXN

Reference

“Brooklyn Nine-Nine”. https://share.google/wZkjPvqWKQ62dcjLs

Methane Park

Poem

Class

Offer

Can

The

Mirror

Habitat

History marker

Slave

Offer

Can

Science

Offer

Stiff Eject

History market

Those

The