Friday, May 28, 2021

Game

Graciously. Yes. Graciously. Yes. Thank you. I got a message. The rate of concern. For you. Predictable. No one ever really dies. You just could not see me. Her. Aaron Donald Carter. Also. Playing the game. I have to approach the first to see the last. The destination for Life has been reached. I am glad. I have to have someone commit suicide. Shit and then fuck. You and your timeclock. That was impossible. Really. I wish I was play acting. Our gay universe. Now. Literary poetic. Justice. Appreciate. Our moment. "Holy Grail". "Wasn't Looking". Poor by virtue. Deliberately mistrustful. Little girl. I am playing a game with you. Endlessly. The end could not precede the discovery. That is not a theory. Earth to the heart of man. I just started this. Pop it. Fall in line to pull back. I am the witness of my own experience. Click heels. Click erection. Walk. The sound of your breath. Literally. Chasing the bitch that fucked you. After. Oh. I made a playlist. Wanna hear it? Here you go. Now. We are timing intervals. Have you ever seen the God of a man’s doppelgänger? No. Not literally. Witness. Piano keys. You will observe the meaning of my doppelgänger. Her first blur. Girl. I never forget. No. Do you remember when I told you? Well, I do. Upload. Whoever wants to commit suicide? Take that mutha fucka out. I will not feel anything. Flame tip. Kindly. Take your ingredients. I learned how to calculate from here and beyond. You will know your name when I am done. Yes. Yes. Watch this. Tell me where black man mustachio comes from. I am fucking grace. I know the difference between art and a vegetable. Show me. You never understood what was real. Sleep on this. Snap. Oak Tree Testaments. Document of Truth. I could be in empty space. I will kill grace. I will not caress your breeze. Go ahead and observe. Quentina? "Death Proof". I do not know how to survive at this point. Echo. Cursed be damned. And there is little. Pardon us. We have to recognize attention. Fire the God damn. Burning Man. I have been punching now incorrectly. Go. I will heart my welcome. "Michelle Obama". "Movie". I see the moon. And it is full. Celebrate. I warpolize. I think that I passed. Verb. Content for reasonable meaning. Escape vandalism. No mercy. Chromosomes. DNA. Poetic Lyrist. Aaron Donald Carter Bourgeois. Defend Earth. I am God and you are a bastard. "Suit & Tie". I do not care. Lord is appropriate. Conquer numerical symbology. There is worth presence. And I am not dreaming. Albuquerque. Glow with your extreme. I appreciate your consideration. Now. I know creation and if you do not believe me then go to hell. For surzzee. Get it on and then I am out. Am I ready to save? Nursery rhyme. Was I considerate to die for my country? No. Exterminate. I believe in talking, a pencil, paper and long division. Mimic babies gestures. Closing. "2". Name recognition. Be gracious for time. Our moment. You are allowing yourself to feel. I can tell. I am allowed. Irregardless. Space. Curse. Global. The regret of passion. Light separates wonder. Her Angel wings. Blue. Ribbed. Curse. I can see but do not wonder. He called you out. Go. Declaration of independence. Told ya. Do not fuck with us. Corner reference. Look it up. Lather. Peek-a-boo. I did not see that coming. Are you happy? One moment. Let me feel something. I am sincere. Observe. This is a crater. The sinkhole is in Albuquerque. I really love this. Truly yours. I do not need saving. "Gone". Pardon my cigar. I am drinking Maker's Mark whiskey. God Damn Elite. You have no more reason for consideration. "Goodbye". What is the purpose for ignoring you? None. You can not see. Our planet. Yes. I understand. Yes. Yes. @HelioMonsterMan

Playlist

"Holy Grail". https://youtu.be/wROzz-CGYY4

"Wasn't Looking". https://youtu.be/0nplzEY0IXA

"Movie". https://youtu.be/DUzEYcR2VtM

"Suit & Tie". https://youtu.be/IsUsVbTj2AY

"2". https://youtu.be/WtCREZoiSQQ

"Gone". https://youtu.be/bwHtaCTEitE

"Goodbye". https://youtu.be/yz8WpB-R2Qw

<add our songs>


References

"Death Proof". https://g.co/kgs/X18ef4

"Michelle Obama". https://g.co/kgs/dU4F4A

<add our references>

Thursday, May 27, 2021

Properly

Graciously. Yes. Graciously. Yes. Exterminate. I believe in talking. Mimic babies gestures. Closing. "2". Name recognition. Be gracious for time. Our moment. You are allowing yourself to feel. I can tell. I am allowed. Irregardless. Space. Curse. Global. The regret of passion. Light separates wonder. Her Angel wings. Blue. Ribbed. Curse. I can see but do not wonder. He called you out. Go. Declaration of independence. Told ya. Do not fuck with us. Corner reference. Look it up. Lather. Peek-a-boo. I did not see that coming. Are you happy? One moment. Let me feel something. I am sincere. Observe. There is a crater. The sinkhole is in Albuquerque. I really love this. Truly yours. I do not need saving. "Gone". Pardon my cigar. I am drinking Maker's Mark whiskey. God Damn Elite. You have no more reason for consideration. "Goodbye". What is the purpose for ignoring you? None. You can not see. Our planet. Yes. I understand. Yes. Yes. @HelioMonsterMan


Playlist

"2". https://youtu.be/WtCREZoiSQQ

"Gone". https://youtu.be/bwHtaCTEitE

"Goodbye". https://youtu.be/yz8WpB-R2Qw

<add our references>

Up

Graciously. Yes. She would not give up her baby. There is the observer and witness. I am not trying to give you what you want. I am showing you what I have. Allow me. I am describing. Follow me describes. Please explain. Mixed tape. Booty. Nocturnal Left Crop Dusting. "Reach for the Dead". Let us walk around the universe. Together. Time variant for multiple dimensions. In regards. Can you live without lying? "The Lazy Song". Girl. Both of us are here along with her. Allow me to introduce myself. How can I tell you that is not me when looking at a mirror? What are you? "Way Too Far". Cream corn. Yay! Less regrettable defense. Ethnicity. Black and white. Humanity is a conversation between ethnically divided women. What is the goal when you approach the thing that you have created? I am personally affected by my art. Can you appreciate that? No. I am going home. I was laughing because I forgot what I was looking for. How fortunate. I wrote a book. "Everything Is Delicate". An instruction manual. Measure time in the direction you want to go. Right and left are how we see ourselves. Forward and backwards are how we move. Up and down are how we trust each other. Does time have an arrow? Yes, one. I am keeping this. She is talking to y’all. Spurn exuberance. I did not know the echo was your voice. Yes. I am the voice of God. Yes. Yes. @HelioMonsterMan


Playlist

"Reach for the Dead". https://youtu.be/2jTg-q6Drt0

"The Lazy Song". https://youtu.be/fLexgOxsZu0

"Way Too Far". https://youtu.be/JgSBdpBc37I

<add our songs>


Corner reference

"Everything Is Delicate". Aaron Carter. 2020. Lulu.com

Exercise

Graciously. Yes. Graciously. Yes. Smoke in what mirrors? Thorough. Character for Non Delete. Blessings. God damn. Light candle. Happy Birthday. Blessings. I take what matters seriously. These black hands have worked hard. Odd self reliance. Force compounds pressure. Pressure compounds defeat. Accelerated momentum. No. You go. "The List". Event horizon. We heard the rustle of trees. And then you came along. Missing marbles. Common origin story. Decorated command. On your honor. The United States Marine Crops. The last cream nation on a vessel got no sleep. Once upon a time. I did that once. Me. I am me. I am the character. Her Angel voice. "Here". Two dogs and a frisbee. There is so much seed in the well of the bottom. I am describing. Why are you outside? Contour. Shape. Arrival. A taste of your own medicine. Now. Open wide and swallow. Funny. I would be looking in the wrong mirror. Told ya. Aaron Carter. The last nigga. I was thinking with my big black penis. Balls included. You might get addicted. Swell. Aaron. Everybody. You could not ask for this. No. Now. Sleep. This has been nice. Tomorrow. Mass dominion. Person. Plan for tomorrow never comes. I write from nothing is. The light went off. "Old Town Road". Reaching. I am the deliverer. Hot water. Marinate. Salt. Stability. Love for the belief that I am. Illustrate a pardon. Excuse me mother fucker. Associate laughter with whatever the fuck you think you are doing. Do you hear me? No. That is why I do not feel suicide. Until your sounds are uttered. Think a lot. Are you drunk enough? Her lust. Earth to sunlight. Arise. There is my dad. Bell bottoms. Name brand recognition. Yes. You are in trouble. Warmth. Our Angel Isla Porras. The man who controls dreams. God. Saying a proper goodbye. Snap. Silence. Immortality. We will speak with our own vernacular. Our days. Our nights. Poetic justice. Vanity. Six. Contact. Meal preparation. Drink. Upside down teardrop alien head sipping tea. Spank dat ass. Thank you. You are welcome. I love mercy. Our son. Our family. Our belonging. Flame. Tip. Proper use of a period. You are dreaming. Period. And. Snap. Echo's last crave. She wants to know. Tell her. I am Our Immortal King Aaron Donald Carter Bourgeois. Yes. I know that I am home. Earth. Gladly share. Dance. Bee keeper. Purple. Angel wings. Veterans. My friend is a veteran. Period. What if you do not know what you are doing? Rest. The rest is relaxation. Please continue. You never felt needed. You are not vocal with your opinion. The guilt of weight. Lust is never satisfied. With. Expect two with a selfish report. Gene. Jack be nimble. If he does not say enough then we will never know. Mistaken identity. That is the last thing that you ever need to know. How. How can I tell you that is not me when looking at a mirror? Deliberate and intentional mistakes. Weather people. Understand. Our Time. Thunder. Clouds. Rain. "Best of Both Worlds". Girls. Alien. Fallopian tubes. Grow. Folding over the darkness. Upload. "Other Side Of The Game". "Elastic Heart". Sea urchins. Porcupine. Pounding space to move forward. Thorns of compassion. Exorcism. I am glad to have given this to the only person that I have ever worked this hard for. Son. The space where I belong has neither shape. Circle. Triangles approach infinity. Isosceles. Reasons. Light candle. Happy birthday. Blessings. Face. Oh, Israel. Double minded. Ours. His. Well, hers. Expectations. Snap. Show me. False advertisement. Missile launch codes. That is a vessel. I looked it up. Teacher. I do not know what I want. Hell. No name. Satellites ripple spatial anomalies. I thought they were spatial grams. Free radical. Monoliths collapse. I was wrong. Flame of flames. Pierce up. Our light cone. Tip of thought. La La La. The little girl I want saving. Breathe. Breathe. You cause me more grief for not allowing me to be myself. Gladly share. I am not interfering. Go. "Everything Is Delicate". Read. I love myself. I enjoy your company. Thank you Larry. That is my brother. They call me uncle. Nephew. Declare. We are fortunate. I am writing our last will and testament. Tomorrow. No. Bless you. Aaron. Isla Porras and Aaron. "Home". Death. Her silence is death. Mirror, mirror. All I need is a mirror. Turn. Move. I am ready. Eagle dive. "Felix Baumgartner". "Maybe". "Midnight in the Garden of Good and Evil". Jesus. Free the nigga. No hoes, just booty wrap. Sorry. Sam was never there. I am her uncle. Crazy. I am dutifully law. Turn around and go away. Don’t cry. Ashes meet dust. Crave. I came here to meet the girl who sold me the high THC, organic marijuana. Hopeless altruism. What if this never ends? Hold me. There is nothing to fear but fear itself. Old. Life. Crying. Spanish inquisition. The last kabbalist. Stimulate growth in the afternoon. I was wrong. Flame within flame. Was there any more that you needed after dinner? Show your affection. "How You Want It?" "The Need to Know". "Can't Explain". What do I care if she is there? Never again. Lonely. He is blowing glass. I have enough points for character distinction. Thank you. Isla. Do not worry. I saw Sananda. Every knee will bow. Heart. Point. Arc Angel. Echo. Heart. Spring. Chromosomes. DNA. Surface. Rise. Tighter. Spill. Seed. Nooners. Anal orgasms. Protrusion. Penthouse. French café. Thumb. Middle finger. Concentric circles. Throat orgasms. "Lenny Kravitz". Learn how to recognize. Surrounding humidity. Virus. Thank you. You are welcome. Common origin story. No God. Rude boy. The very last American idol. Sodom and Gomorrah. Agreed to an abandoned reflection. Who? Do not drink around dead people. He believes. That is considerate. Talk to me. Listen. If. Where. Parallelism is distracting. Our moment. I bounced off of infinity. I look more like you than I ever will. Neo is not here. Nocturnal Left Crop Dusting. Everybody wants their mommy. In a cave? What? No. Really? In what direction? Away from M87. Proper use of space and time. Now. I am happy. You are dreaming. Shotglass. Thank you. Pardon my cigar. I am drinking Maker’s Mark whiskey. We are at "Monte's Cigar Shop". At least I learned that. Much. My doppelgänger. Black man. Mustachio. Curly, afro headed boy. I and my son are one. Lifting from my chair. Read my book, "Essays on Sefer Da'at". I will call you back. I would quote myself. Let me think about that. I hate using my own words. Burn away. Ashes to ashes. Dust to Dust. Quit. Common origin story. Closed. We are alive. Now. "Frozen". I am light. You see me. Popcorn maker. Antithesis. Einstein's crystal ball. Quantum mechanics. Control a nightmares escape. Crumbs on the table. Cold milk. Thank God. Humanity is a conversation. Inept. Life. Crying. We are one and the same. I saw her first. There is a reason for giving. And let us just keep it at that. Okay? Just looking from afar. Home again. Snow capped mountains. Poughkeepsie, New York. Lemon squeeze. "Sherbet Head". Her booty. Homeland security. Hot water. Snap. Earth. Brooks. Streams. Pale blue yonder. Isosceles triangle. This is gonna be literal. Lord have mercy. And. "Malcolm Gladwell". Did you drop this? Paper trail. Avoid the circumstances to ask before there ever was. Technological motion is erratic. You can not sleep. Was my thought the comprehension of meaning? No. That was my finger. I am working from the outside-in this time. Conquer symbology. Thank you. This is not just a pen. This is my big black dick. Balls included. Use properly. There. Did you see that? No. Fuck you. If I could not then why would I believe? Start with five ninths. Men. What are you asking me? I know everything? That's a father to his son. "I'm here for you, baby. I'll go to bat for you. You got this." Thought for a willingness to understand. He is from never was. My name is. One. The landscape of common language. Can I just be myself? Afford a mention. So, before the speed of light, everything is a blur. LMMFAO. Honorable mention. I call them. People. I call them people. People are using God. "Sea Change". Exercise everyday. You are hair. Yes. Yes. @HelioMonsterMan


Playlist

"The List". https://youtu.be/Qlnwx01fsKA

"Here". https://youtu.be/UKp2CrfmVfw

"Old Town Reaching". https://youtu.be/r7qovpFAGrQ

"Best of Both Worlds". https://g.co/kgs/2xuZeG

"Other Side Of The Game". https://youtu.be/3qpyDUfMq-8

"Elastic Heart". https://youtu.be/KWZGAExj-es

"Home". https://youtu.be/p1dLHTvT3ug

"Felix Baumgartner". https://youtu.be/vzoRgSj1Td8

"Maybe". https://youtu.be/KA4KJRecAfU

"How You Want It?". https://youtu.be/DE81yGg7vls

"The Need to Know".https://youtu.be/YyEbAoFrYtg

"Can't Explain". https://youtu.be/GyToSBSE3bs

"Sherbet Head". https://youtu.be/NrrOWXd2dpk

"Sea Change". https://youtu.be/BW8msxpGPBM

"Frozen". https://youtu.be/IezlWijcdQk

<add our songs>


References

"Lenny Kravitz". https://g.co/kgs/TD3asX

"Malcolm Gladwell". https://g.co/kgs/Wr8AyH

"Before the Streetlights Come On". Essays on Sefer Da’at. Aaron Carter. 2020. Lulu.com

<add our references>


Corner reference

"Everything Is Delicate". Aaron Carter. 2020. Lulu.com

"Midnight in the Garden of Good and Evil". https://g.co/kgs/tsYUEV

"Monte's Cigar Shop". Albuquerque, NM.


Five ninths


Graciously. Yes. One. One. Two. Four. Three. Nine. Well, five ninths is approximately infinity. You saw me first. And then I looked elsewhere. The little rabbit had a carriage return. And then got eaten by a worm. Pyramid. Now. Look at me. Male. Female. Voice. Let the virus spread. Friday night. Yes. Yes. @HelioMonsterMan


Look at me


Graciously. Yes. I already left and said goodbye. Personal skin complexion. Queen. King. Angel. Effervescence. I did not notice you doing your chores. Reverse that. Do your chores. Start with the playlist. Now, we are rolling. Stones. Literally. Apple. Surrounding humidity. The ripples drop. Her Angel voice. She believes. Faith is necessary for having an original thought. First waffle. Ice cream cone. Shadow. We gather in echo chambers. Surrounded by sounds. Visually appealing. I love mercy. Colored, open mouthed, worm seabed. As the stars above. Let them keep talking. Practiced suspension of disbelief. A rate of suspension. Surprise. "Phone Down". Shit and then fuck. Smoke in what mirrors? Oh, my god. Persona. Lianne La Havas. Cherry blossoms. Ethnicity. Black and white. Humanity is a conversation between ethnically divided women. Pow. The aftermath effect. I didn't know until you told me what I was looking at. I am Batman. When are you curious to know how many times? Must be good. Oh look, I sprung myself. "Messages From Her". Once. Closed. Now. Open. Yes. Yes. @HelioMonsterMan


Playlist

"Phone Down". https://youtu.be/FvOSeOJpC64

"Messages From Her". https://youtu.be/3dc-O-qklSY

<add our songs>


Our Time


Graciously. Yes. Everybody. Her lips will only touch my lips. Erykah Badu. Conceptual thought for reason. My reason is your search to understand. Your time. Our moment. Together. Gracious you are to me. "The Beach at Redpoint". Again? Okay. Start with the playlist. Is there a will for the boy to dare himself? Not anymore. God Damn Elite. Yes. Yes. @HelioMonsterMan


Playlist

"The Beach at Redpoint". https://youtu.be/8GOml_H9JA0

<add our songs>


Understand


Graciously. Yes. How many times has he seen the color purple? The very last time. Motive. Child. Thoughts are not your voice and I hear you speaking. I have never been isolated before. Grateful. I understand that no one can love themselves without expecting to be loved in return and therefore I must have pity for myself. I saw further. Limited resources. Thank you. "Rehab". Gladly share. Yes. Yes. @HelioMonsterMan


Playlist

"Rehab". https://t.co/vF2jjsnJAO

<add our songs>


Weather people


Graciously. Yes. Closed. Period. I did not know. I can not stop you from imploding. Ladies. Arrow. "Essays on Sefer Da'at". See you tomorrow. Been there. Done that also. What is he showing me? I do not know. I said what you were thinking. And then I wrote a poem. Pretty. Light speed. The cool part about one God is you do not have to have an attitude. Lying beyond a reputable demand. "The Rain". Open. Yes. Yes. @HelioMonsterMan


References

"Essays on Sefer Da'at". Aaron Carter. 2020. Lulu.com

<add our references>

Tuesday, May 25, 2021

Exercise

Graciously. Yes. Graciously. Yes. Smoke in what mirrors? Thorough. Character for Non Delete. Blessings. God damn. Light candle. Happy Birthday. Blessings. I take what matters seriously. These black hands have worked hard. Odd self reliance. Force compounds pressure. Pressure compounds defeat. Accelerated momentum. No. You go. "The List". Event horizon. We heard the rustle of trees. And then you came along. Missing marbles. Common origin story. Decorated command. On your honor. The United States Marine Crops. The last cream nation on a vessel got no sleep. Once upon a time. I did that once. Me. I am me. I am the character. Her Angel voice. "Here". Two dogs and a frisbee. There is so much seed in the well of the bottom. I am describing. Why are you outside? Contour. Shape. Arrival. A taste of your own medicine. Now. Open wide and swallow. Funny. I would be looking in the wrong mirror. Told ya. Aaron Carter. The last nigga. I was thinking with my big black penis. Balls included. You might get addicted. Swell. Aaron. Everybody. You could not ask for this. No. Now. Sleep. This has been nice. Tomorrow. Mass dominion. Person. Plan for tomorrow never comes. I write from nothing is. The light went off. "Old Town Road". Reaching. I am the deliverer. Hot water. Marinate. Salt. Stability. Love for the belief that I am. Illustrate a pardon. Excuse me mother fucker. Associate laughter with whatever the fuck you think you are doing. Do you hear me? No. That is why I do not feel suicide. Until your sounds are uttered. Think a lot. Are you drunk enough? Her lust. Earth to sunlight. Arise. There is my dad. Bell bottoms. Name brand recognition. Yes. You are in trouble. Warmth. Our Angel Isla Porras. The man who controls dreams. God. Saying a proper goodbye. Snap. Silence. Immortality. We will speak with our own vernacular. Our days. Our nights. Poetic justice. Vanity. Six. Contact. Meal preparation. Drink. Upside down teardrop alien head sipping tea. Spank dat ass. Thank you. You are welcome. I love mercy. Our son. Our family. Our belonging. Flame. Tip. Proper use of a period. You are dreaming. Period. And. Snap. Echo's last crave. She wants to know. Tell her. I am Our Immortal King Aaron Donald Carter Bourgeois. Yes. I know that I am home. Earth. Gladly share. Dance. Bee keeper. Purple. Angel wings. Veterans. My friend is a veteran. Period. What if you do not know what you are doing? Rest. The rest is relaxation. Please continue. You never felt needed. You are not vocal with your opinion. The guilt of weight. Lust is never satisfied. With. Expect two with a selfish report. Gene. Jack be nimble. If he does not say enough then we will never know. Mistaken identity. That is the last thing that you ever need to know. How. How can I tell you that is not me when looking at a mirror? Deliberate and intentional mistakes. Weather people. Understand. Our Time. Thunder. Clouds. Rain. "Best of Both Worlds". Girls. Alien. Fallopian tubes. Grow. Folding over the darkness. Upload. "Other Side Of The Game". "Elastic Heart". Sea urchins. Porcupine. Pounding space to move forward. Thorns of compassion. Exorcism. I am glad to have given this to the only person that I have ever worked this hard for. Son. The space where I belong has neither shape. Circle. Triangles approach infinity. Isosceles. Reasons. Light candle. Happy birthday. Blessings. Face. Oh, Israel. Double minded. Ours. His. Well, hers. Expectations. Snap. Show me. False advertisement. Missile launch codes. That is a vessel. I looked it up. Teacher. I do not know what I want. Hell. No name. Satellites ripple spatial anomalies. I thought they were spatial grams. Free radical. Monoliths collapse. I was wrong. Flame of flames. Pierce up. Our light cone. Tip of thought. La La La. The little girl I want saving. Breathe. Breathe. You cause me more grief for not allowing me to be myself. Gladly share. I am not interfering. Go. "Everything Is Delicate". Read. I love myself. I enjoy your company. Thank you Larry. That is my brother. They call me uncle. Nephew. Declare. We are fortunate. I am writing our last will and testament. Tomorrow. No. Bless you. Aaron. Isla Porras and Aaron. "Home". Death. Her silence is death. Mirror, mirror. All I need is a mirror. Turn. Move. I am ready. Eagle dive. "Felix Baumgartner". "Maybe". "Midnight in the Garden of Good and Evil". Jesus. Free the nigga. No hoes, just booty wrap. Sorry. Sam was never there. I am her uncle. Crazy. I am dutifully law. Turn around and go away. Don’t cry. Ashes meet dust. Crave. I came here to meet the girl who sold me the high THC, organic marijuana. Hopeless altruism. What if this never ends? Hold me. There is nothing to fear but fear itself. Old. Life. Crying. Spanish inquisition. The last kabbalist. Stimulate growth in the afternoon. I was wrong. Flame within flame. Was there any more that you needed after dinner? Show your affection. "How You Want It?" "The Need to Know". "Can't Explain". What do I care if she is there? Never again. Lonely. He is blowing glass. I have enough points for character distinction. Thank you. Isla. Do not worry. I saw Sananda. Every knee will bow. Heart. Point. Arc Angel. Echo. Heart. Spring. Chromosomes. DNA. Surface. Rise. Tighter. Spill. Seed. Nooners. Anal orgasms. Protrusion. Penthouse. French café. Thumb. Middle finger. Concentric circles. Throat orgasms. "Lenny Kravitz". Learn how to recognize. Surrounding humidity. Virus. Thank you. You are welcome. Common origin story. No God. Rude boy. The very last American idol. Sodom and Gomorrah. Agreed to an abandoned reflection. Who? Do not drink around dead people. He believes. That is considerate. Talk to me. Listen. If. Where. Parallelism is distracting. Our moment. I bounced off of infinity. I look more like you than I ever will. Neo is not here. Nocturnal Left Crop Dusting. Everybody wants their mommy. In a cave? What? No. Really? In what direction? Away from M87. Proper use of space and time. Now. I am happy. You are dreaming. Shotglass. Thank you. Pardon my cigar. I am drinking Maker’s Mark whiskey. We are at "Monte's Cigar Shop". At least I learned that. Much. My doppelgänger. Black man. Mustachio. Curly, afro headed boy. I and my son are one. Lifting from my chair. Read my book, "Essays on Sefer Da'at". I will call you back. I would quote myself. Let me think about that. I hate using my own words. Burn away. Ashes to ashes. Dust to Dust. Quit. Common origin story. Closed. We are alive. Now. "Frozen". I am light. You see me. Popcorn maker. Antithesis. Einstein's crystal ball. Quantum mechanics. Control a nightmares escape. Crumbs on the table. Cold milk. Thank God. Humanity is a conversation. Inept. Life. Crying. We are one and the same. I saw her first. There is a reason for giving. And let us just keep it at that. Okay? Just looking from afar. Home again. Snow capped mountains. Poughkeepsie, New York. Lemon squeeze. "Sherbet Head". Her booty. Homeland security. Hot water. Snap. Earth. Brooks. Streams. Pale blue yonder. Isosceles triangle. This is gonna be literal. Lord have mercy. And. "Malcolm Gladwell". Did you drop this? Paper trail. Avoid the circumstances to ask before there ever was. Technological motion is erratic. You can not sleep. Was my thought the comprehension of meaning? No. That was my finger. I am working from the outside-in this time. Conquer symbology. Thank you. This is not just a pen. This is my big black dick. Balls included. Use properly. There. Did you see that? No. Fuck you. If I could not then why would I believe? Start with five ninths. Men. What are you asking me? I know everything? That's a father to his son. "I'm here for you, baby. I'll go to bat for you. You got this." Thought for a willingness to understand. He is from never was. My name is. One. The landscape of common language. Can I just be myself? Afford a mention. So, before the speed of light, everything is a blur. LMMFAO. Honorable mention. I call them. People. I call them people. People are using God. "Sea Change". Exercise everyday. You are hair. Yes. Yes. @HelioMonsterMan


Playlist

"The List". https://youtu.be/Qlnwx01fsKA

"Here". https://youtu.be/UKp2CrfmVfw

"Old Town Reaching". https://youtu.be/r7qovpFAGrQ

"Best of Both Worlds". https://g.co/kgs/2xuZeG

"Other Side Of The Game". https://youtu.be/3qpyDUfMq-8

"Elastic Heart". https://youtu.be/KWZGAExj-es

"Home". https://youtu.be/p1dLHTvT3ug

"Felix Baumgartner". https://youtu.be/vzoRgSj1Td8

"Maybe". https://youtu.be/KA4KJRecAfU

"How You Want It?". https://youtu.be/DE81yGg7vls

"The Need to Know".https://youtu.be/YyEbAoFrYtg

"Can't Explain". https://youtu.be/GyToSBSE3bs

"Sherbet Head". https://youtu.be/NrrOWXd2dpk

"Sea Change". https://youtu.be/BW8msxpGPBM

"Frozen". https://youtu.be/IezlWijcdQk

<add our songs>


References

"Lenny Kravitz". https://g.co/kgs/TD3asX

"Malcolm Gladwell". https://g.co/kgs/Wr8AyH

"Before the Streetlights Come On". Essays on Sefer Da’at. Aaron Carter. 2020. Lulu.com

<add our references>


Corner reference

"Everything Is Delicate". Aaron Carter. 2020. Lulu.com

"Midnight in the Garden of Good and Evil". https://g.co/kgs/tsYUEV

"Monte's Cigar Shop". Albuquerque, NM.


Five ninths


Graciously. Yes. One. One. Two. Four. Three. Nine. Well, five ninths is approximately infinity. You saw me first. And then I looked elsewhere. The little rabbit had a carriage return. And then got eaten by a worm. Pyramid. Now. Look at me. Male. Female. Voice. Let the virus spread. Friday night. Yes. Yes. @HelioMonsterMan


Look at me


Graciously. Yes. I already left and said goodbye. Personal skin complexion. Queen. King. Angel. Effervescence. I did not notice you doing your chores. Reverse that. Do your chores. Start with the playlist. Now, we are rolling. Stones. Literally. Apple. Surrounding humidity. The ripples drop. Her Angel voice. She believes. Faith is necessary for having an original thought. First waffle. Ice cream cone. Shadow. We gather in echo chambers. Surrounded by sounds. Visually appealing. I love mercy. Colored, open mouthed, worm seabed. As the stars above. Let them keep talking. Practiced suspension of disbelief. A rate of suspension. Surprise. "Phone Down". Shit and then fuck. Smoke in what mirrors? Oh, my god. Persona. Lianne La Havas. Cherry blossoms. Ethnicity. Black and white. Humanity is a conversation between ethnically divided women. Pow. The aftermath effect. I didn't know until you told me what I was looking at. I am Batman. When are you curious to know how many times? Must be good. Oh look, I sprung myself. "Messages From Her". Once. Closed. Now. Open. Yes. Yes. @HelioMonsterMan


Playlist

"Phone Down". https://youtu.be/FvOSeOJpC64

"Messages From Her". https://youtu.be/3dc-O-qklSY

<add our songs>


Our Time


Graciously. Yes. Everybody. Her lips will only touch my lips. Erykah Badu. Conceptual thought for reason. My reason is your search to understand. Your time. Our moment. Together. Gracious you are to me. "The Beach at Redpoint". Again? Okay. Start with the playlist. Is there a will for the boy to dare himself? Not anymore. God Damn Elite. Yes. Yes. @HelioMonsterMan


Playlist

"The Beach at Redpoint". https://youtu.be/8GOml_H9JA0

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Understand


Graciously. Yes. How many times has he seen the color purple? The very last time. Motive. Child. Thoughts are not your voice and I hear you speaking. I have never been isolated before. Grateful. I understand that no one can love themselves without expecting to be loved in return and therefore I must have pity for myself. I saw further. Limited resources. Thank you. "Rehab". Gladly share. Yes. Yes. @HelioMonsterMan


Playlist

"Rehab". https://t.co/vF2jjsnJAO

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Weather people


Graciously. Yes. Closed. Period. I did not know. I can not stop you from imploding. Ladies. Arrow. "Essays on Sefer Da'at". See you tomorrow. Been there. Done that also. What is he showing me? I do not know. I said what you were thinking. And then I wrote a poem. Pretty. Light speed. The cool part about one God is you do not have to have an attitude. Lying beyond a reputable demand. "The Rain". Open. Yes. Yes. @HelioMonsterMan


References

"Essays on Sefer Da'at". Aaron Carter. 2020. Lulu.com

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Monday, May 24, 2021

Success

Graciously. Yes. Graciously. Yes. I am reconstructing space. "In a Beautiful Place Out in the Country". A favor. Restarting the moon under her umbrella. Rain drops. Cows lick. Homogenize. Organic. Verb in action. Thank you for the picture. Black. Pattern shifts maker. Man. Person. Creative. Color variations. People. Look. A rainbow. I am upside down. Should I share this or should I give this away? Cellular division. Teacher. Ahead of the game. My nerves are steel. Rods. Like laser vision. Do you feel me sweating? Does he come around his family and friends? No. See. You are okay. I am a roaring flame. This is Larry. Palm olive. His twin brother. Laurent. Nephew. This is goodbye. Family. Presence. Now you decide to read. Do not touch my radio station. Eighteen and under. Go outside and read. This is all or nothing. I write. Kiss me. Fuck that. Shit and then fuck. You will hear my name. Aaron. Isla Porras and Aaron. Writing for God is like you gotta be one. One. Never stop believing. This is livid. Thank you prime directive. Roar in your cave. Voice. The Authors. I got your schematic. Vegetable garden. Dove. France. Greece. Italy. Spain. Do not tell me how this will make you feel. I know what I have accomplished. Let's go inside. There's always more. Same achieves like. Still warm. Pardon my cigar. I am drinking Maker's Mark whiskey. Under a tree with Nelson Mandela. Echo. He will extinguish warmth for fire. Watching live birth give action. Past. Present. And future tense. Salt water and minerals. Can anyone hear me? Yes. I can. Burning Man. Wherewithal. Confession of guilt. Caesar. "Worse". Almond butter. Caramel apple. Pussy lips. His big black violin. There is a sting in my horse. There is a deer laughing. Dirty laundry. Dandelion pairs. Two checkmarks orient drop points. Simultaneously. Snap. Chromosomes. DNA. Light splashes. Waterfalls. Horse tranquilizer. There is time. Compliment a timely manner. Did you hear that? Apple. Where the bend of space illustrates a physical property. Surrounding humidity. Poetic Lyrist. The achievement of goals. Work. Five ninths. Like father. Like son. Everybody is nude. Popcorn maker. Tell me what is and I will show you what has never been. Immortality. They heard me. And you are? Name. How fortunate to never be last. Everybody is addicted. I am closing shop. Now. Open. Mouth. Wide. Nostrils. Her Succulent Lips. Floss. Rinse. Brush your teeth beneath the gum lines. Call your mother. I am in particular with an impartial understanding. Rest. The rest is relaxation. Niggas. Here. Tweet this. It will be like fucking your mother for all time. The only drop deserves the splash. Science. And a real understanding. Everything to live for. At least the nigga is dead. "Bird Box". Response to the king. That was not nice. Oh. You heard me call my son. Yes. I get it. I drew pictures. Yes. Yes. @HelioMonsterMan


Playlist

"Worse". https://youtu.be/uky8ZdSP22A

<add our songs>


References

"Bird Box". https://g.co/kgs/oPdmwj

<add our references>


Apple


Presence


Graciously. Yes. Gladly share. There. Sex. "In a Beautiful Place Out in the Country". "Into Orbit". Thank you. Her Angel Isla Porras. Yes. Yes. @HelioMonsterMan


Playlist

"In a Beautiful Place Out in the Country". https://youtu.be/exoxaPIkzuc

"Into Orbit". https://youtu.be/dAQHIx5FCKg

<add our songs>


Ahead of the game

Graciously. Yes. Be curious to ask. Plan for tomorrow never comes. Building. Today. Now. What's happening? Our Immortal King Aaron Donald Carter Bourgeois with Isla Porras. Gladly share. Poor by virtue. Happy at the bottom of our shotglass. Yes. Yes. @HelioMonsterMan

Pattern shifts maker

Graciously. Yes. Graciously. Yes. Black. Person. Creative. Color variations. People. Look. A rainbow. I am upside down. Should I share this or give this away? Teacher. Ahead of the game. My nerves are steel. Rods. Like laser vision. Do you feel me sweating? Does he come around his family and friends? No. See. You are okay. I am a roaring flame. This is Larry. Nephew. Kiss me. Writing for God is like you gotta be one. This is livid. Thank you prime directive. Roar in your cave. Voice. The Authors. I got your schematic. Vegetable garden. Dove. France. Greece. Italy. Spain. Pardon my cigar. I am drinking Maker's Mark whiskey. Under a tree with Nelson Mandela. Almond butter. Apple. Where the bend of space illustrates a physical property. Surrounding humidity. Poetic Lyrist. The achievement of goals. Work. Five ninths. Like father. Like son. Popcorn maker. Tell me what is and I will show you what has never been. Immortality. They heard me. And you are? Name. How fortunate to never be last. Everybody is addicted. I am closing shop. Now. Open. Mouth. Wide. Nostrils. Her Succulent Lips. Floss. Rinse. Brush your teeth beneath the gum lines. Call your mother. Popcorn maker. Tell me what is and I will show you what has never been. Immortality. They heard me. And you are? Name. How fortunate to never be last. Everybody is addicted. I am closing shop. Now. Open. Mouth. Wide. I am in particular with an impartial understanding. Rest. The rest is relaxation. Niggas. Here. Tweet this. It will be like fucking your mother for all time. The only drop deserves the splash. Science. And a real understanding. Everything to live for. At least the nigga is dead. "Bird Box". Response to the king. That was not nice. Oh. You heard me call my son. Yes. I get it. I drew pictures. Yes. Yes. @HelioMonsterMan

References

"Bird Box". https://g.co/kgs/oPdmwj

<add our references>


Ahead of the game


Graciously. Yes. Be curious to ask. Plan for tomorrow never comes. Building. Today. Now. What's happening? Our Immortal King Aaron Donald Carter Bourgeois with Isla Porras. Gladly share. Poor by virtue. Happy at the bottom of our shotglass. Yes. Yes. @HelioMonsterMan

Friday, May 14, 2021

Burning

Graciously. Yes. Lightning strikes between two lit cigars blowing smoke. Embers. Burning Man. I don't have a piano. I get down. I can only be appropriate. Gladly share. Yes. Yes. @HelioMonsterMan

Corner Reference

"The Get Down". https://youtu.be/8arQZrQzonI

<add our songs>


Embers


Graciously. Yes. Happy median. Sea life. No mercy. Mammal. Breathe. Pervade. Let us stop play pretending unwillingness to participate. You are glad that I do not know you. Thermal warmth. Bowel movement. Group participation. Snow capped mountains. Nature with one. Is my story relative? There is a garden. Thank you for the dove. Isla, we belong in France. Let's go home. Eons of space. "Frozen". Time calculated money. Female burning ashes male. It is a beautiful day for a walk in the neighborhood. I am using your fear against you. I am hungry. Child of God. Laughable. Teachable. Moment. Claim personification. What is your name? Burning man. Bet means let’s do that. Nail biter. Hesitant allure. Move into the basement. You have massive sex organs. She said it first. True story. "Treat Me Like Fire". I can react to pollution. What is indeed. I do not feel your compassion because I do not have any. Gut tension relief. Sound. Silence is death. We are in an echo chamber. You are annoyed observing us. You are precious. If I was predictable I would have been a playwright. Smart enough to stay ignorant. Opportunity cost. Consignment. Paying to be touched. Phone home. Have you told me what to think or do I believe in myself? Compassion. Gladly share. Little black boy. "Keep Tryin'". Parallelism is distracting. Reasonable delay avoids expectation. Place your eggs in a basket. I am building a boat and leaving you. I want an atmosphere. His mind. Her belong. Lightning strikes between two lit cigars blowing smoke. Embers. Burning Man. Yes. Yes. @HelioMonsterMan


Playlist

"Frozen". https://youtu.be/IezlWijcdQk

"Treat Me Like Fire". https://youtu.be/x-VET23C-9A

"Keep Tryin'". https://youtu.be/lhL1lUzmjcs

<add our songs>

The Nearest Spaceport

Stochastic rhetoric. Friendship. One day a desert. How does our society reflect a poorly developed community? I'm just far away from the...